Love.Life.&.Everything else

The Last of days being a marist in maris stella.

2008-10-11T01:58:00.003+08:00

Lets make it right.
We will always be marist no matter what. Just that now. we have officially no longer IN Maris stella studying.

4 years, just like anyone would say. The happiest days of my life.
Sec 1I, School was horror. Boot camp style of orientation camp. the usual " welcome to hell " From the upper secondary students when u enter the school. at that point, i loved to asked myself. Why the hell am i in this school ( No i aint gay leon shut up ). the point i sucked talking to guys, made one big reasons why i should not be in this school. Oh well my dad took some effort to get me in thus i gotta make the best of it.

Memories that are significant in secondary 1.
Hooker Lee. =D
Melvin told me right in the face that i was an attention seeker. ( Face it i am one. )
1st Marist youth day. ( Meteor Chicken anyone? ( pop corn chicken )
Softball team. ( never really liked the people but without it, i wont meet people like zhi an and jun yuan )
End year gathering with the sec 1 class at kovan steamboat + the halloween gift from Miss Neo.
Christmas gathering at Miss Neo place with the amazing race with the utimate failure.
1st home econ lesson.
BOOT CAMP WHO THE HELL CAN FORGET THAT!

Secondary 2G. rebelious stage for most. Everyone is at the " Who gives the F*** to studies and life " state. Sports class. The year i emo as if it was my nature and i am bored with it. the year that changed my entire life.

Memories that are significant in secondary 2
Sleeping in maths class and owning mrs chan by showing her perfect solutions.
twiting in class to annoy zhi an.
Joining photography club.
Screwing up physic because i just sleep! yes the start of my sleeping in school year actually.
Hating the entire class for being rebellious. ( how much can u expect from the sport class. )
Getting scolded and punished everyday.
PASSING EL!!!! Thanks to mrs sim. she kinda disappeared.

Sec 3&4 where life begins. Everyone is used to the life in maris stella. Had a great class that i seriously cannot forget. Class 3D/4D of 2007/2008. filled with best people and perfect class that u can ever have.

Leon being a naru-tard and trying to convince PAP sucks which everyone noes.and getting scolded by miss Lee for super-ing. ( he loves to go. SUPER WEED!!! )
Andre Lee for toleranting my whining and just lame lame lame stuffs. ( MUSHROOM HEAD!!! )
Keith for being there no matter what. even though. Relationship problems never get through him
SS being the lighthouse guiding our path. No matter what. hes still a great friend to have
Chayadi being rich and its the usual, if u cant buy. ask chayadi to buy. Also inviting us to his enormous house! and being a hardworking + fun to be around guy.
Jaron for being a CBK :D
Qi Quan for having a spongy brain. and making the quote of the day of 7 october 2008 in leon's blog "If you are so afraid of pregnancy, why not just anal?"
Mark Koh for setting up a fire during chemistry practical and just stunning everyone while andre tries to extingush the fire with a 50ml beaker ( right.... )
Jien long for ponning school.
Leslie for being the great pianist and lucky him to go TKGS every week. ( darn lucky bastard )
Marcus for sleeping and slacking. ( he is smart. thats all i can say. ) he is quite good in monster hunter too.
Conan for being the mugger
Chun kit for going "GAY!!!!" when he sees me.
Jia hao for hating me ( alright i dunno why i type this but this is just for fun. JFF )
Nicholas for creating the best rumors that amuse me. and Studying with me.
Meng kei for leading our way to success! A sotong that cannot be forget! ( DUN FORGET YX AND XH HOR!!! :D)
nicholas koh for eating in class and choing like mad and the KAI GONG & SOU GONG!
Gabriel for throwing me and keith question that is out of syllabus.
Zhi Ying for Drawing hentai. LOL.
Clinton aka GTY for being super nukey and politically. Who needs political newspaper when u have GTY at ur service. ( oh ya. he always the one that throw me cosplay photos )
Sean for drawing great pictures and letting me hug him
Wei keong for sleeping in class and acing chinese. ( he is good....)
Jared for making the weirdest way to remember things and kicking people. Come on....
Jun Xiang for going green by eating green!
Daniel for being hyper and crazy! like ramming a ball in class =.=....
Wei yang for being the DOJO or some master
Amos for playing pokemon figuries in class and trying to unleash some special moves like de gray man.
Justin for being the chairman of 2008 and seriously. Chill
Fabian for humping and being sick. Lastly being the utimate being that goes ( HECK LA DUNNO HOW TO DO and getting highest in class =.= )

Okay guess what. i was counting why is there only 29. and i realised i forgot myself.

lets see. the most significant thing i did in class..... SLEEP ! Lol....

of course not forgetting....

Andre Theng, the one that rules in humanities.

Teachers that cannot be forgotten that taught us during 2007/08

Miss Teo, A teacher that don't let us ask questions during but shes cool. =D
Mr Koh , signature line " EEEEEEDIOT " and being the funniest maths teacher ever.( talking cock session anyone? )
Mr Wong, for being the funniest ( in the sick way ) SS teacher and having the super ego!
Miss Lam, even though left us halfway thru during the year but still the best chinese teacher ever!
Miss Jazilah, for nagging at us and giving the tag-line " irritant " to our class. nevertheless. without her. our chemistry wont be that good.
Mrs Jaya, for teaching us the most " chim " words to suan people and always using different ways to try and teach us EL
Miss Goh, for giving us the scariest physic paper which condition us as if O level is the best and the optimum condition, and her teaching is something that u cannot say " I don't understand "
Mr Kan, A great physic teachers that gives us the feeling that " we can do well in physic no matter what." but i hope he stop being late for class :D
Mdm Lim for being a teacher that shows us motherly love. :D
Mrs Tan for taking MC like timetable but still i gotta thank her
Miss Lee for hating me. Lol okay this sounds wrong.
Miss Lum for tolerating all the nonsence from our class.
Mr Chua, Never liked him. but still thank him for telling stories that have no relation to the chapter we are studying but still entertaining.
Lastly, all the relief teachers that came in to help us, PE teachers, you are not forgotten either.

Friendship made in maris stella will never be broken and remains more than just memories.
Lets believe. Memories lives.

This is a extremely long post and i seriously still have lots to write but i think i will end here.
This should end my blog posts till end of o levels.

All the best!
Zach aka Jy

Disclaimer : the people that are stated here is not in any order.

* Bitsnpiecesoflife.wordpress.com would continue to function normally during the O level period *
Another point is that i will post the pictures of the class here. so stay tuned!

Doesn't remind me ( music time! )

2008-09-07T22:20:00.003+08:00

Rules:
1. Put music player to shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press ‘next’ button for the answer.
3. Write(type) the song name, no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Put comments in brackets.

1. If someone says, “is this okay?” you say?
colder. ( aircon? O.o? )

2. How would you describe yourself?
yu tian ( party poopie!!! )

3. What do you like in a gal?
fill my little world ( Please fill my empty world!! )

4. How do you feel today?
golden ( today = a useful day because i mugged? )

5. What’s your life purpose?
God must hate me ( this make me sounds like i am anti christ. i aint =.=)

6. What is your motto?
School's Out (No rules! but i want order >.> )

7. What do your friends think of you?
ballad of a fallen angel ( emo. Dead =P )

8. What do you think of your parents?
Hole ( they fill up every hole of weakness of mine? O.o? )

9. What do you think of very often?
When you were young ( this is sooooo true. )

10. What is 2+2?
something to sleep to. ( 2 ways of intepreting this. i need to sleep because tmr is maths exam or its boring! )

11. What do you think of your best friend?
This Love ( O.O okay. this is not a good sign )

12. What do you think of the person you like?
我又初戀了 ( true enough )

13. What is your life story?
Blue ( EMO and Sad! =P )

14. What do you wanna be when you grow up?
Shadow of the day ( sounds good ! )

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
In pieces ( Okay >.> )

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
ZZ Top ( guitar hero 3 song. sounds like its going to rock the house! )

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Man or animal ( audioslave rules!!! i hope i am man not animal!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
camisado ( o.o? surprise? )

19. What is your biggest fear?
米老鼠 ( MICKET MOUSE AHHHHHH )

20. What is your biggest secret?
Xiang ting de hua ( Lol. there always something i wanna hear... )

21. What do you think of your friends?
505 ( O.o? Lol. this is bad sign.. )

22. What will you post this as?
Doesn't remind me. ( make it don't remind me! )

Anyway new blog. more for other purposes. www.bitsnpiecesoflife.wordpress.com

Zach aka JY

Sad-go-cry

its just cutting apart of you and let it bleed. yet nothing is felt.

2008-09-02T21:39:00.002+08:00

weirdest feelings. ever.

Today was the primary school gathering.
something i awufully look forward to.
i liked my primary 6 class.
Its just fun. looking back at the times.
no offence. but my first confession. Its makes me laugh. badly.

oh well its was physic class with Ms Goh today.
I like her lessons.
the way she teachs physic.
you just cant say i don't understand.

Oh well Got down to Bishan with SS, while SS went for his study grp,
Met up with girls the usual grp. laughing and talking about life. as usual.
Well Wei zheng was there acting stranger again. i wonder when will the habit change. after awhile Jasmine and xiao hung came. well the 2 that were long missing. jasmine looks the same. xiao hung, slightly taller, and prettier hahah. Xing Wei came, jokes between him and Lenice were like everywhere. Mrs Kwan came shortly after, the usual look. just slimmer than the previous time ( she just gave birth so yea ) 4 years yet. we are back together. Alvin, Grayson and vincent ( battery eater ) came late. AS USUAL. lol. Mathew being daniel like came late. Went to cafe cartel and ate lunch. extremely pleasant lunch. its was fun. talking about the days we had.I miss those good old days. Mei yi and me never quarrel at all. except she was chasing me like everywhere because i was just being stupid.

Spend sometime at arcade showing off my shooter skills. which failed badly >.<>.> lol. well went off after that and took photos with the grp. except a few left first. including mrs kwan. haha...

Got home. and lie on the bed for like. an hour or 2. i am tired. =.=

stories today. ah nvm.. not in the mood.

Zach aka JY
Numbness is scarier than pain.

Lets make this short.

2008-09-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

To hell with hopes and wishes

Love aint love until somebody gets hurts. what a quote it is.

2008-09-01T00:06:00.001+08:00

Well. today. its smiles and laughter.

even though i am guilty for not studying much.

wanted to do physic.

looked thru my practice paper and realized i finished all without even myself knowing.

looked thru my JJ series and gave up the next second.

looked thru my 1001 question and realised. i have only about 50 Qns left.

so much for physic. i still feel unprepared for it.

Being overconfident, it was never a good thing to do.

Left to the Comex. something is impossible to enter.

sakae sushi dinner with keith. even though there was no sushi on the table.

Talked about some nonsense and reminded me of her.

Went off to Comex and saw andre.

Met Alex Kor and well. i gave a scare. which hurt his back.

Got my WD external personal essential and my laser mouse.

Walked around and pitied the tree having to see the flyers everywhere.

F words flew when i was pushed by people.

Keith failed his mission to get his things.

Starbucks and we were talking about love, life and everything else. hahahaha.

Esplanade roof terrace was the next location.

enjoyed the view and the music even though being there with a guy is morally wrong.

i am not gay

Bad memories first love. Oh well. at least those were the happy time.

Took a MRT home, absorbed to my twilight Result? Missed my stop.

Got a drink at 7 eleven and met Alex again. talked abit and got home.

Sitting where i am, thinking about her. once again. I hate this routine.

At least for once. there are people that listens to me rant.

-Love ain't love until somebody gets hurts-

Well. too bad, i totally agreed with that quote even though i hope i don't have to. I always want to protect the people i loved. as a friend and everything else. I don't want them to have the same feelings, yet. i always the one that get hurt. Sometimes, only when its hurts, its love. Trying falling in love and not get hurt, In fact, you are already falling, u should be hurt.

Think about this, Who cares about being hurt when u know being in love is worth the pain. Its a blessing to love and be loved. Thats the power of love, its has the ability to numb all pain and erase all hate. There i hope. its is love.

Hope is the first step to disappointment they say...

Zach aka JY

A blessing is a curse in disguise

i love good times, but i adore the bad times that make good time sweet.

2008-08-30T20:28:00.002+08:00

Happy teacher's day it is.

Teacher's day celebration was alright other than the off-tone singers and careless whispers. Joseph, Chiamy( a new nick i give to nick Lol) and xinghao performed well.

so did some of them. and the chinese teachers haha...

bottom line, Mr Teng singing rules all. he should go superstar. he is really good. hahaha. at least... no off-tones hahaha......

Cancelled my meeting with brenda to PCPS. brenda was busy and its was stupid for me to go alone so we cancelled it, sent an sms to Mrs kwan, my beloved teacher of primary 6, i still remember her confiscated the tamagochi. and how hard i actually cried. >.<. and it reminds me of the little incident that i had with brenda. something i cannot forget that is.

I still prefer calling her Ms Kang. hahaha. oh well. gotten used to mrs Kwan.

Went to HP service centre then vivo...

I gave on my laptop aka LISA2 as what my bro named as.. i am sad. i lost my only connection to the world. Vivo to me.. fills with more bad memories of the girl name rhys. everytime i get to the roof. the memories still strikes me. i wonder. why are my memories haunting me. maybe for once. i should face them. Went home after dinner with alex. got home. realised i got nothing else to do, so i did some physic and wanted to play wii, guess wat. my TV blew out on me. there goes my entertainment at home. a perfect excuse to start work.

It sucks. it really do.

I dun wanna cry. i need to.

Having thinking over many things. so much. i doubt i noe what i am thinking about, i was sure about certain things,

I ...

have no goals in life
believe nothing
Naive
unwanted.
Lost.
Goner.
better off dead.

I realise. it seems like a suicide note. what a thought.

Zach aka JY

Its easily to live life without believe.

Or is it?

I want order in life...

Hopes and wishes.

2008-08-28T16:46:00.002+08:00

Lap 1 of Prelim is over. 1 week break. how about lets call it. study break it is.

day 1 of prelim.
EL.
wanted to do only relationship and friendship related topic. but failed to find any that can match. shopping was the one word topic. didnt make sense. wrote personal recount. situational. sucks. hais.. i hope i can pass it this time.

day 2 of prelim
SS was a goner. screwed . SEQ with less than a page. i sure be happy to ask myself " what the hell am i writing about " SBQ was alright. 15marks gone for amaths paper1. what a start of prelims.

I know i have to mug now. but i am very sure i cant. =.=

1 week be4 the main race starts...

Sometimes. i ask myself. why do i even wanna hold on to my feelings.
Just finished If I could see you now. thumbs up for it. Twilight is good stuff lol.

-hopes and wishes-
Hopes and wishes are just like when we raise our flags up high and all it takes is a slight wind to get it all wasted. Everything in reality makes hopes and wishes never come true.

I know whats wrong with me. I dun wish, I dun hope, I never had a goal in life. I know none of these are true. its screwed me upside down. the world. believe never been in my dictionary. I realised it. but i never did anything about. there i wished and wished. hope with all my might for something to come true. it never did.
as it says.

" belief is a beautiful armor
but makes for the heaviest sword
like punching underwater
you never can hit who you're trying for"
John mayer, Belief

heres the question. without believe. can anyone go on? think about it.
Humour me, Maybe believe is indeed seeing. but its seeing the invisible. where the impossible can be possible.

Zach aka JY
So much for believing.

"Its would be better if we were never friends..."

1 more week to my prelims and replacement of phone

2008-08-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

Yes i did.
i lost my phone. Sucky it is.
that day was bad. really bad.
i hate this stuff. but i cant just look down argh

No more Emo stuff.
anyway. my Handphone is ready. please drop me a msg with ur name so i can readd ur contact. i lost all my contact number.

Okay.
Saturday did my usual routine going out with strawberry and raddish with their friend rabbit. ( sounds like a farm ) studied in the morning. got chased off the table, lost my phone. Left my book somewhere making me rushing back to get it and being late when meeting jason.
the Gig was fine. I won't mind going again. but that place made me feel young again. esp when u have people around u all older than you. >.< and taller that is.

got my book. =P finally. If you could see me now.

Sunday arrived late at the study room and end up having no space. stuck outside the study room studying. till 4pm when the whole grp of teenagers left( man i feel old ). carol came by and studied together till around 6pm. Beverly came and i gotta run because of dinner out. Claypot rice is What we ate. lol ( this sounds like a report ). was at Geylang and saw like everyone watching China vs china ( singapore ). i don't feel proud Singapore won. Because its like china won for Singapore. WHATS THE POINT.. Oh well congrats Singapore. first and only medal for Olympics 2008.

Somehow, i felt its like those table tennis players are playing for their citizenship back to china.

Today was just plain sleepy, i slept thru the day. didnt do much work. its time for me to get on task. hais...

-Songs-
Songs to me. is more than just lyrics and melody. theres more to it. there memories and emotions that is needed to actually make these things work. lyrics and melody are just part of the song. the last part of the song that the song needs is the soul of the song. Soul, comes the writer. every song is written a purpose. indeed its like life. there are climax and different point of the songs. we are just living to write our own story, our own song. find the purpose of these songs. u will be able write the beautiful melody of life and lyrics of wisdom.

Sometimes. i still miss those children songs. haha.

Seriously. i think i am brain dead. i cannot think properly.

Zach aka JY
... *silence*

eVonne許慧欣-威尼斯迷路(MV)

2008-08-16T10:48:00.001+08:00

In love with her voice

*drifts away*

火柴天堂（转载）

2008-08-16T10:38:00.001+08:00

Love this song....
sad song yet with great memories...

Tagged Once again! =.=

2008-08-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

Meow Meow ( Kat's ) quiz lol.

1. the person who tagged u to do this...
The KAT lol. Kit kat. take a break. alright alright. its catherine

2. your relationship with him/her is...
A friend! Like Duh...

3. your first impression of him/her...take a break

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you...
A friend is memorable enough.

5. the most memorable thing that he/she had said to you...
I told her the same thing >.>

6. if he/she become your lover, you will...
Okay.. this is going off board

7. if he/she became your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be..
Next!

8. if he/she became your enemy,you will...
Most likely forgive her the next second

9. if he/she became your enemy,the reason will be...
She bullies me!

10.the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now...
Remain as my friend forever~~~ !

11. your overall impression of him/her...
Somebody that says ice kachang is too cold.

12. how you think people around you will feel about you...
I hope nice and funny!!

13. the character you love of yourself is...
Emo-ing and being sensitive ( sounds wrong )

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are...
Emoing ( Once again ) and attention seeking

15. the most ideal person you want to be is...
A Simple person.

16. for the people that care and like you, say something to them..
Thank you very much ! =P what else u wan me to say. Come let me give u a hug! * throw a teddy bear ( Jiamin aka Raddish and Eunice aka Strawberry Dun get disturbed by the teddy its cute)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.Eunice aka Strawberry
2.Jia Min aka Raddish
3.Leon Aka Mouse.
4.SS aka Lighthouse aka FHM
5.Wan Ling aka Goldfish.
6.Jason Lim aka Lesser Genius ( i am sorry because there is malcolm and wai hong in front of you)
7.Nutty brenda =P
8.Yaoxin ( beloved mei! *hugs*
9.Daph
10.Xuan Hui

18. who is no 6 having relationship with?
He is too busy with his studies

19. is no 9 a male or female?
female

20. if no 7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing?
LEST!!! LOL

21. what is no 2 studying about?
Things that is need in Os. What else

22. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday since i am on MC

23. what kind of music band does no 8 like?
DBSK ( its all over her blog )

24. does no 1 have any siblings?
2 brothers? If i am not wrong

25. will you woo no 3 if you like him/her?
I am so not gay! even if i was a gal. I would freaked out over my taste.

26. how about no.7?
I did like her once. Lol. She just a extreme good buddy / punching bag / The one that punches me

27. is no 4 single?
Single but not available.Somebody in love

28. what is the surname of no 5?
Guai

29. what's the hobby of number 4?
Studying currently, He likes surfing the net/ playing his PS3 + naruto and badminton + bowling.

30. does no 5 and 9 get along well?
Do they noe each other? if they do the world is small

31. where is no 2 studying at?
Commonwealth

32. talk something casually about no 1...
somebody that just pin point whats my weakness when we only know each other for 2 weeks

33. have you tried developing feelings for no 8?
Maybe. lol.

34. where does no 9 live at?
SengKang If i am not wrong

35. wad colour does no 4 like?
No eye deer.Maybe we should use a prism

36. are no 5 and 1 best friends?
Do they know each other ONCE AGAIN

37. does no 7 like no 2?
LEST CASE. Whats with no. 7. shes like always liking/liked by people

38. how did you get to noe no 2?
Study grp + thru strawberry

39. does no 1 have any pets?
Yup a dog which suppose to be his bro's
Benji or something like that

40. is no 7 the sexiest person in the world?
To me Yes she is. =P. Since shes like my best friend Lol.

A1 in CL. A good start. Its time to rock and roll. But now i have to fix my cold.

2008-08-15T13:34:00.002+08:00

Well. Good news for me.

A1 for chinese means...
NO MORE CHINESE LESSON means.
NO MORE DARN MR CHUA.

its not that i hate him. i just find him irritating.
teacher that tells stories are interesting.
teachers that tells stories related to our studies are even better.
teacher that tells stories that have no link to our studies are screwed.
Plus he is like against students with A1 >.>

Oh well No more chinese.
yesterday was EL Oral which marks the end of our oral life in school.
I did alright to what i feel. but i felt the teacher was bored about what i said. hais...
Pray hard for me. Pray hard i can do well. I need my oral for EL. T.T.

Today i am off school. MC =P. finally i get my rest. its quite true that when we keep rushing and rushing over things. we don't feel tired. but once we stop and slow down, taking a break, Our entire body just break down. I guess thats why alot of people like to just throw themselves in work and use it to forget all about their emotions and worries.Which is rather. sad....

Life in sch is still alright other than all the teachers getting stressed out and the students are like Oh. so exam is next week. Lalalala * goes off to play *. Weirdly, its true. I am one of them. i know exams are coming and i aint mugging. ahhh i am like so going to do so badly. i hope i make it in the end. I need a failure to force me to choing!!! ARGH... and a GOAL for me to score . As they say.

Its hard to score without a goal.

Zach aka JY
Childhood is something we dun appreciate until we look back at it.

family times. in fact. i wish i didnt have to grow up anymore.

2008-08-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today went down to my cousin place.

well just for fun. i only had 3 presents this birthday. even though i know it aint a very good ones since its like unfortunate events everywhere. its still warm and happy ending one.

i got 3 presents.

alex =
wallet ( seriously i needed it thanks kor )
carol =
a charm or something like a decoration with msg on top ( even though its simple but its really heartwarming.)
Bro, Sis and Joanne(bro's gf ) =
Holga ( Camera that applies the simplest function and most old school camera. Thanks ! =) ).

Even though its considered little for a birthday. i am still glad. haha.
Thank you wishing to people without any form of order
Carol Jie
Alex Kor
Beverly.
Jue Ying.
Jia Qi,
Nick
Joshua
Keith
Xing yi
Sandy ( beloved cousin =P )
Brenda
Mark and his cousin.
Nicholas Liaw.
Jared
Chayadi
Jun Xiang
Daniel
Melvin sim.
Last but not least.
my parents ( for singing the only birthday song, Simple yet sweet ) and my Bro and my sis! =)

Simplicity makes everything seems beautiful for once

Lets go down to today's topic.

---Family time---
Keith comes to me and nag about how boring his family can be and wished he could just stay out forever. Well. I always tell him. "after a certain point of life. u wish u have everything back." In fact now, i wish i could just turn back in life and just relived through childhood. I have been given independence and freedom since young, my friends admire me about the freedom i have. I seriously at that point of life, loved the freedom. Heard from my mum at secondary 2, the most emo period of my life, Kinda. i became a stranger to the family. i wished to stay out due to certain reasons that i wish i dun have to remember again. The point i realised, is not the family fault for not understanding me but its more about how much i actually kept to myself. even the simplest words from their mouth had comfort me. Family indeed is a very important part of everyone's story.. everyone's life. Now i treasure my family and friends more than anything. sometimes, at the verge of losing oneself, making everything seems so beautiful. even the darkest things of life that no one wishes to accept became bright and positive. well i guess thats life.

Just when i looked at the kids, stuck in the study room, looking outside at the kids playing. I felt sad for them. but i sure they will understand. when u see them playing with their parents. it brightens up, even brighter than the sun, something that we lose when we grow up. i wished we didnt have to grow up. But its life. and age is something we cant run away from.

Zach aka JY
Simple is perfect.
but is it possible to be simple in this world and society? the answer is.....

No.

Oh how sweet can 16 be. not for me at least.

2008-08-09T23:05:00.001+08:00

Irony.

enjoyed. and yet. failed .

You get what i mean.
more i think about it. its just like stabbing another stake down my heart.

In love with where the rainbow ends.

too many chick books aint helping.

Somebody. teach me how to save a life.

Love is no longer a happily ever after for me.

Zach aka jy
I shouldnt get emo....
I shouldnt get emo....
I shouldnt get emo....
nvm i am emo.

1 hr to my bday. or shorterd

2008-08-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

decided to blog. since its like 50 mins left being 15 years old.

let me look back to what i did for the pass ehh.. 1 year - 50 mins. more i think about it. more i feel i did very little in this year. and i decided to change my life. no longer wait for something to happen. but i am going to make it happen!

Work is rather behind time, i am pretty much going to mug after my birthday. i need to mug badly. but sadly i am in the celebration mood thus. it sucks. 12 aug marks the day that the decision is made to face or not face Chinese for the rest of the year. Jared was like mad as the teacher said the result should be back be4 national day.

Tmr going to be a busy busy busy day. alots of things to do. decided to have a small celebration here and there. i feel bad about leaving out my primary sch friends and my sec 2 friends, those closer one, gotta meet up with them one day. Brenda is going to plan the primary sch friends gathering for my bday but it seems like mission impossible! with everyone stressed up and looking myself. gosh. i feel really bad now. well after telling drew , justin and zhi an what i going to do tmr. wish me good luck. i guess.

going to watch mummy tmr. but seriously. i dun feel like watching mummy. sounds boring. oh well. for friends what can i do? haha.

Tmr going to borders to get a book. something for myself. Which book? i also dunno... going to get the tickets, buy the book, go to coffee bean or starbucks. sit there and enjoy things around me. ah.. just the thoughts of these make me happy. and peace. for once.

alright i shall go back and awaited for my sweet ( or not ) 16 lol =P

Zach aka JY

I don’t know anyone who isn’t haunted by something or someone. And whether we try to slice the pain away with a scalpel or shove it in the back of a closet- our efforts usually fail. So the only way we can clear out the cobwebs is to turn a new page or put an old story to rest- finally, finally to rest.
- Grey’s Anatomy

>.> true + not true.

2008-08-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

What Zach Lee Jin Yong Means

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Theres actually a birthday wish that i am wishing for now.
but i know. it will never come true...
hais....

Zach aka JY
Theres a reason behind every action

Totally lost my interest in everything

2008-07-27T14:02:00.003+08:00

I am tired alright.

Before all my ranting and emoing.

Happy belated Birthday to Jue ying =)

Well life sucks . it still do.
everything seems to be going down. even that mini small light that i see inside the tunnel disappeared. Seriously. without her (No i am not telling who she is) existance in my life, i doubt i can survive normally in this life.

Studies. aint doing very well. i seriously have no mood for anything. not even playing. i do play but its like the mindless stuff.. i wish like i could just sit there and rot. sleep. suciding has came into my idea bank recently. which is not a good sign.

On the brighter side. i am glad i found a good study grp. fun + actually studies. Well Somebody is screwing up my life. the up and downs are just too drastic. such that i cant take it anymore.
Random note. i actually was proud of 2 compo i wrote. Both love story. But yea. i am proud of it. i hope i getting a decent score after getting my grammer up >.<.

It 3x days to prelim 2 and 8x days to Os. and yet . feelings to study nvr invoke to me. i noe this year sucks. i wish there was a change. something that is big enough to change watever i am thinking. and change this fucked up life. Give me a rebirth PLEASE.

I am tired.

*dining*
My dad always told me about just by eating with someone. u can already see ones character. And Mr wong was telling us about marist being great people outside of our sch. Well. i didnt argee. but after go out and eat with different friends. it do explains to a certain extent. The basic, The point of waiting for others to get their food before acually begin to eat. it explains the point that. are u willing to wait and face temptation for someone else. and be a man for others? Weirdly its true. oh well. Marist indeed is one of the kind. the weirdest of weirdest. so ? doesnt mean we are alien or something. i don't know what word to use but yea.

Zach aka JY
If Lucifer is just someone that stands up with what he believes, is he really wrong?

Sara Bareilles-Gravity

2008-07-22T22:16:00.001+08:00

random posting.. =Ps

Stuck and tired.

2008-07-20T02:19:00.001+08:00

I am tired of living. =.= in this darn stupid life that has no aim...

Thinking what to do on 080808. any ideas?

Dreams are goals that will never come true.

2008-07-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

I cannot SLACK ANYMORE....

I love PS I love you book~ >.<

Zach aka JY
Prelim two.. here it comes....

The dreams are so real that i wish i never have to wake up from it

The simplest things can invoke the most important part of everyone's life. Memories.

2008-07-12T01:07:00.002+08:00

Life pretty much got back to normal.
i hope that is...

Physic SPA skill 3 part 1 is over. a sigh of relief is seen. what Melvin say is right. we work so hard just for that 8 mark in O level.. oh well 8 mark can mean a 2 grade difference... every class seems to have their own method, 4F uses ray box... 4B uses a laser pointer that is strong enough to allow the laser to be visible to the naked eye ( perfect weapon of choice to use on the teacher invigilating us ) and our class? Optical pins!!!!...

My results are getting worst.. i actually failed chem.. its like god.. why the hell is this happening. Amaths test was alright with a 75% but can be better. darn careless mistakes... SS is still alright... Geog is too. But i have to buck up...

There is something worth celebrating!!! the Marist of the year is.... * drum rolls.. * MENG KEI AKA JASON!!!! WOOT SOTONG CLAN LIVES!!! 4D/3D LIVES!!!! ITS MENG KEI!! WOOOTTT OUR ROLE MODEL..
he really worth the name " MARIST OF THE YEAR AKA MOTY "
He is the gentleman, sportsman and scholar. but they miss something out. he is a great man and a great friend!!!.. JIA YOU MENG KEI!!!...

Currently reading P.S. I Love you . =.= my sis's book. she was like " Why are you reading chick books? " I just stared at her and took the book!! ( Extra note.. : my sis is in the top 12 for superband!! SUPPORT HER!!! IN SUPER RUBBERBAND!!! ) oh anyway. its really nice...the emotions written. really do bring the reader inside. Oh well.. I am obsessed with the book~~

oh well i am tired.. maybe just one more game i am going off..
I hate life. i know it... Now this is the question. if i dun even noe what is life. How can i hate it >.>

Zach aka JY
Good question to ask urself.
What the heck are you moving towards now...
and what in the world is missing from ur life..

-untitled-

2008-07-08T19:17:00.002+08:00

I gotten used to be the last of the list...
Gotten used to the fact... everyone forgets about me.

P.S. Thanks marcus for saving me from detention >.<

Zach aka JY
Life just seems.. hard for me.

Yes i am feel emo =.=. sad and pain overwhelms...

2008-07-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

Oh well. i gotta say bye bye to my beloved laptop~
it is going for servicing so it can go on wireless again! (Note:HP workers seems to be like all Indians =P).

The past 3 days. it just plain studying. its weird. when i feel emo, i tend to study better and absorb better. Weird enough.. I like cafe latte! in fact i am kinda. addicted to coffee. after all it did make my brain work more and more info gets absorbed. =P

Studied with SS the past 2 days. got chased off by the cafe people in the library. >.> I seems to be get chased off like all the time~~~.

Today studied at starbucks at the cathay. Its quiet. Well due to the fact its a monday. not surprising... even though its youth day >.> oh well. at least singapore do not have 70% population below 15. thats for india. i think =.= ( today i seems quite racist! Omg )

Nick liaw and Meng kei came and we walked around the cathay. Well after that, we stoned at the waiting after for like 45 mins i think waiting for mark, His 2 cousin ( no offense but they seems like they are cosplayers =.= you get what i mean.. ), Jared, Leon, Jia hao, Daniel ( which is always late ), and 3 guys outside of our class. forgotten their name. =.=

Hancock.. was.. pretty alright... just the story and the ending.. a bit... like... i rather not have a ending... didnt found it exactly very... surprised,in other words... Boring? oh well.
"First,I will stuff his head up the driver's ass, and stuff his head in your ass, and your head goes up my ass." haha =P
For humor. i gotta agree.. 6.8 rating. lol.
And the villain.. aint exactly EXCITING =.=

got home by MRT, almost cried AGAIN =.= i hate emo thoughts. okay. maybe i do like them. I wish i could cry >.> and home sweet home + a swim! =P

zach aka JY
I am fat... its time for the emergency exercise! exercise literally =.=

Life sucks. u can never admit it. but u cant deny it. its just. Life.

2008-07-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

How much it takes for a tear to fall...

How much its need for love to be true....

How much confidence will it take to just say... I ... Love.... You...

Not in the mood for much posting today. just dun wanna see the blog die.

I dropped my (Donut) Balls on the bus!

2008-06-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

Yea. =.= best thing to happen uh?.

today was rather sucky. didnt exactly have a very good temper since my computer wireless is screwed. now i am stuck to my sister room for internet >.< again.

First thing of the day , almost late for school. cos i was like half awake and trying to eat my breakfast without biting so i was sitting there for like 45 mins. just put the food in my mouth and wait for the amylase to try digesting the food. =.= missed my bus and end up only leaving my place around 7 10 =.=. i hate life.

Next. Geog test. EPIC FAILURE. the word social development stratergy stunned me. and after that my brain was dead from the work. the 3 indicators of development! I AM A GONER =.=.

SS was pretty alright since the test got cancelled. instead of a 2 page test. we got a 2 page but 2 same page test >.> interesting uh? well yea. he went on crapping which i am pretty sure nothing went in.

MT after chinese oral and only 1 paper left for CL ( listening compre ) made the lesson. dumb and meaningless. oh well....

Maths is just another slacking day which rarely comes. since mr koh not in school. i just BANG. head down on the table and slept for 1 entire hour. pretty much after that. i am awake. yea. i love this feeling.

Recess sucks. =.= went down late to the canteen due to laziness. bought this satay chicken rice. =.= weird fact of my school. they only sell chicken. even char siew is made of chicken. except for one period of time they sell lamp chop which is like 3.50 each >.> AND THE PORTION IS AWUFULLY SMALL. its like satay, satay bee hoon . but SATAY RICE?!?! nvm. then Donkey kong ( DM ) started roaring those in the mario kart when it got hit =.= I bit on somehting like rock =.= i just swallow it o.o which i have no eye deer what is it >.> hope its not fatal. and after the numbers of faggot that leon keep chanting , got back to class for EL.

EL is the usual UNPACKING OF QUESTION. she just cant get over it can she. >.> we were talking GEP about how useful it would be to UNPACK THE QUESTION AGAIN =.=. i hate EL. and she just screw it up even more *sighs.*

Assembly was plain boring yet deadly. deadly in the sense , it was exhausting and useless. =.= it just get worst by the day. Joke. Toilet hygiene was the topic for lower sec + sec 3 =.= how great is that.

got down to serangoon mac to study wiht keith which due to my irritation. i couldn't concentrate. life sucks when this happen. well got some egg tarts and donut balls. which i dropped on the bus. I DROPPED MY BALLS ON THE BUS!!! lucky i buy 2 packs =.=

well was talking to Donna. i guess. feelings cant be forced. it will hurt both side.its just a matter of time. is it thats why people say. its still better to not be in a relationship when young? but i still believe there is nothing wrong to be in love when young. ahh.. contradicting..

i should stop here. since i am tired. and i feel like going thru the first batch of photos. tata . take care

P.S. JY Cheer up yea? its because of sad moments we enjoy happy moments. =)

Zach aka JY ^ same initials. lol ^

Life will never go the way u want it to. thus it sucks..

I WAN DIABLO 3 + STARCRAFT 2!!!!

Stage 2. here it comes.

2008-06-29T02:03:00.002+08:00

Just completed my CL oral. Well thats is around 3 months to Os. theory wise of my studying already going pretty alright. i hope. practical. hopefully i can.

Chinese oral is pretty alright. at least its not that bad to be first. and first of the entire group. sometimes. i really needa give myself some confidence. confidence is somehow. killing me. since i lost it.. oh well my only worry for oral is being too short . hopefully it works out. haha...

school life is still alright. i am just feel that the new timetable.. sucks. yea now we have more time out of school but its like GEP is everyday till 5pm argh. plus i rather have the normal timetable since someday people can have no lessons from recess to 1.40. which is just weird. oh well.

Quitted celestial ms . it just going down as the time goes by. i am sticking to nettie test server. at least ppl are happy =) being happy is the key to solve all problems i guess.

random note. its just weird. its like everytime, we have a complicate problem. we have a mindset that it must have a complicated answer. we always never try looking at it at the simple way to solve it. U never know. the simplest way maybe the best way to solve things.

another thing that i wanna talk about is about the purpose of certain action. example. crying, at our age. we wanna cry so show out sadness and release our emotions. some, use it as a way to clear their mind to solve different problems in different ways. well when we are young. crying has different purpose uh?.

well life pretty much have to go on. Os are near. while i am here slacking. i seriously hope there would be change in my life.

P.S. Sry Jue ying for dao-ing u the previous days.
P.S. Again . Sry Jia qi for not talking to u the previous days. i feel that i am like leaving u out >.<

Another note, i dun like people telling all about church and god. i aint interested.

well yea i should be pretty much done. cya. =)

Zach aka JY

Love can make someone grow. and can kill someone unknowning.
The point of getting lost. is to find another way out.
Originality is never socially accepted. Try to be creative. Then try to be hated and called weird.

Canon

2008-06-28T16:02:00.001+08:00

Okay this is AWUFULLY WEIRD =.=

2008-06-26T19:01:00.000+08:00

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You scored as Psychology/Sociology

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81%

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75%

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69%

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O level timetable

2008-06-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

It cant get worst. can it? =.=

http://www.seab.gov.sg/SEAB/oLevel/2008GCEOTimetable.pdf

this is official

Holiday, They come to late, and go too early. ( from samantha =P )

2008-06-19T10:57:00.003+08:00

There goes. our "1 month" june holiday. i guess its time to do some reflection. Since i haven been studying, i am feeling guilty for it. cant help it. i mean its holidays. everyone wanna rest and play oh well..

Its like holiday.
First week = play like mad,
second week = reduced playing. but still quite made,
Week 3 = starting to study cos bored of all the hardcore gaming.
last week = totally bored of gaming, choing home work and school sick( VERY RARE ),
Now with holiday being only 2 weeks,
its like. week 1= CHOING PLAYING AH!!!.
week 2 = CANNOT AH. NEED TO STUDY!!! T.T
Life sucks. We cant deny....

Being pretty active in sg club forum, which is pretty surprising, its a good way to stop gaming, its boring. after dotaing like for hours and screaming for HvH, life pretty much simple during holidays. Well luckily we dun have prelims after our holidays. but its bad, really bad cos our cl oral is like next week. and el oral the week after. i haven practice yet!!! >.< music ="P" sign =".=".">.> big time. thats how scary gals can be right,wan ling? =D ( remind me to send u the photos i keep forgetting ). travelled down to changi airport after that. this wat happen.

Dom: I will be late
Keith : okay.

1 hours later....
Dom: i will be Very late
Keith : okay... ( sarcastic tone )
Me : sooo. whats next?
keith : He will be very very late i guess. >.> ( its 9 pm while we are suppose to start at 7pm )

thats life.. =P
Well thru the night. while i am trying to struggle with my amaths which i always do for my homework. keith and dom wanted to finish all their guild mission for their monster hunter ( PSP... thats why i knew it was a bad bad bad sign ). while i spend like 2 hours helping wenxin to track IP, Which end up in some screwed up site. =.= I hate this. But yea. we failed. she got scammed and police dun seems like doing anything about it. Oh well.... Rot around and tried to study. Well it was also a caffeine trigger happy for me since its like with 3 cups of coffee + 1 cup of latte + 3 Cup of tea =P + 2 large coke. i pretty much knew i was on a caffeine rush. even with caffeine rush, its failed to prevent the epic reaction of not enough sleep + amaths = I AM ANGRY ! U DUN LIKE ME WHEN I AM ANGRY ( I AM GREEN TOO !) oh well yea u wont like it.=P

Leon and wan ling came over, they went to play their cards while i stayed at one corner trying to struggle more amaths inside >.<*whatever is rewritten here is erased. u get wat i mean*. after the completion of the second amaths paper. i left them alone. haha. and home was where i was heading and wishing for. i slept thru the ride and even when standing. ahh... i love sleeping. =P. got home and continue with my games hehe.

well pretty much tats all i did except going out with brenda to just bowl + going out with parents for golf + bowling AGAIN yea 3 bowling in a row. that should make a few friends go jealous.

Alright i should get ready and changed. Needa go orchard to do some shopping lol. =P. cya ppl!.

The end is a new beginning so i should go.
WELCOME!
nvm i trying to be random.

Zach aka JY
the thoughts of her makes me smile. and i cant stop smiling.

Photos for fun

2008-06-11T15:35:00.002+08:00

This is campfire at white sand pri. look closing . Its like a man in flames. =PSceaming man.
Love this =P

Sudden burst of emotions... SUCKS BIG TIME

2008-06-11T14:41:00.002+08:00

Haven been blogging . Since i have intensive dota these days.. slack too much
>.< well to anyone that i stressed by the timer. Just bear with. its just 126 days till our suffering ends. 4 more months.. hais.

Okay i shall try to list everything down watever i did.

3rd june till 5th june
Intensive studying progarmme. Plain books. and tons of physic. hopefully i wont die when semester starts. and 5th june marks the ends of going back to school! WOOT. but there is another stack of Amaths homework ARGH. I hate Os.

5th june was alright too. Went down to SP. Checked out the course for Psychology and applied drama. Pretty fun. I dun mind joining but theres a problem with it. i cant get to the job i wan. and the only way is actually getting a degree. oh well. Back to JC aiming =) SP macdonalds is SUPER CHEAP. =.= Yes i am still eating mac( I HATE U SUPERSIZE ME! ) 1 large fries = " > . read and it will speak for itself.

6th June.
White sand primary school alumni event. Suppose to be some bonding event. Really really fun and tiring. thanks to this event...

I HATE THE GAME BODYPARTS WITH A PASSION!

Went down as a photography. it was fun and met some new friends. as well as similar music taste ppl! hahah... But i skipped 2 event for this event. >.< 1. City hall with the class. Justin suppose to treat us all. 2. Lan gaming with keith and Darren. but i found it. its worth it =P
Got home around 12. and sitting in front my com munching my student meal. ( I am surprised i aint disgusted by supersize me >.< )
After that day. I kinda have the urge to go make more friends. Feel that my social is closing in >.<.

6th to 9th june
Stayed home and SLACKED
Intensive dota-ing and celestial mapling. >.<

10th june.
Went out with Brenda. ( jasmine/CM suppose to come. But her mum stopped last min =.= ) Got her dad a present ( polo tee ) which she used her voucher to get it. And guess what. her bro is sharing with her. so she actually earn money from that present! CHEATER BUG. Had a bite at KFC. Then got down to yishun safra. Played bowling. which i still suck in. Max score is only 80 T.T SUCKY. SJI and mayflower was training there. there was this guy SJI. 3 strike at the last frame!!! WTF!!. Played LAN with brenda afterwards. Killed her human race. >.<>.<>.< oh well...

pretty much thats all. Tmr going down to changi airport and study >.<

alright Peace. Off.

Zach aka JY
For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic...
thats the way i am.

What will u do when today is the last day that the world will exist?

2008-06-02T16:27:00.002+08:00

Well this will the short post of the day.
A common question that being asked by many. its like what if today is ur last day in this world.

What will u do when today is the last day that the world will exist?

Well first thing. I will wake up goddamn early like 4 5 am. Travel down to the beach. Watch the sunrise. I most likely. going to spend it alone. Thus i doubt 1. i would be attached. 2. anyone would bother to wake up tat early for it. Then just stay there and just think about life. maybe lie down on the sand. Who cares about being clean or dirty. Get home. Start calling every single friend that i ever known no matter they remember me or not. Just say hi and last words with every single love ones. even if it was the first crush or watso ever. Say whatever that is kept inside me. Have a walk around the town and just smile to everyone. Making everyone happy. Heck all work or troubles. i mean its the last day of school. I would again rush down to the beach and watch the last sunset. then i would get home and cook watever i love. Eat as if there is no tmr. alright in this situation. there is no tmr. Then return back to bed. I would then sit stay on the bed and think about every single moment i spent on earth and listen to music till i sleep.

Some how. Even though that was the last day of my life. I guess it would be the happiest day of my life. I would die with a smile. :)

Zach aka JY
You are just like an angel in people eyes.
But you are a devil in disguise.

Quiz AGAIN =.=

2008-05-31T15:27:00.002+08:00

This blog is going to be a quiz blog soon zz oh well.

Q1: Do you like your present school?
A1: Never did. But i like the society. =P Friends are good~
Q2: What do you want the most now?
A2: Myself + innocence. Extra is Urge to study
Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
A3: Myself lol
Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
A4: Yes but feud nvr last...
Q5: Are you afraid of death?
A5: When it comes it comes. No matter what. I am more afraid of loneliness and sadness
Q6: What is your goal this year?
A6: Os =.= And a change of luck. i hate 080808
Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A7: If it comes it comes. =)
Q8: Do you believe in eternity love?
A8: Its just the way u think of it. When ya in love. Time stops. When time stops. Love is eternal.
Q9: Have you ever broken someone’s heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
A9: Guess i did. Including myself.
Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
A10: Stoning is the key
Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
A11: Who is it? o.O?
Q12: What feeling do you hate most?
A12: Refer to my profile =.=
Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
A13: 101% i do.
Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
A14: myself as usual
Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A15: Everything i have.
Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
A16: Yes i do. but its meaningful for the people around me.
Q17: Who do you love most?
A17: friends family. Of course. You noe who. lol.
Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
A18: Keith. Andre. Sean. Clinton. people around me lol.
Q19: What are you listening to now?
A19: We cry- The script

Well suppose to elect another 8 victims but too bored to do so. Will be posting tonight . Tata

There comes a time when every bird has to fly
At some point every rose has to die
Its hard to let your children go
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Now playing: The Script - We Cry
via FoxyTunes

(un) lucky tag from SS lol

2008-05-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

1)what do u tink an ideal best fren shud b like?
Somebody that i can share things with

2)if u hav a dream to come true, wat wud it b?
Find myself + my innocence ( YES I AM INNOCENT FOR ONCE BRENDA!)

3)whose butt wud u like to kick?
The person that tagged me =P. but i wanna kick his.. U noe.. FH lol...
Well no one actually

4)what wud u do with a billion dollars?
I will slap myself to make sure its true

5)wat's ur ideal lover like?
The person that loves me . End of story. Love makes the world goes around. Provided. Love is true =P

6)which is more blessed? loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone
Actually i prefer. The person that is able to give love to himself or herself.

7)hw long do u intend to wait for someone u reali love?
When its time, It will come. No time limit.

8)is thr anything tt has made u extremely happy?
No eye deer. Wats happiness? define?

9)define the term 'friends'
People that are willing to commit, Have time, Same interest, Understands each other.. ( rants*) There. simply, People that are bonded with a bond called friendship.

10)if the person u secretly like is already attached, wat wud u do?
If its a broken heart then face it. if it works than hold it.
damn i love jason mraz

11)hw wud u see urself in 10yrs time?
Alive and kicking. thats for sure.

12)hu is currently the most imp ppl to u?
family and friends

13)wat kind of person do u tink the person hu tagged u is?
FHM =.= LOL.. nice =P

14)wud u rather b rich n single or married but poor?
Single and poor.. thats more me. All i need is happiness who cares about being single or poor. =.=

15)wat's the first thing u do wen u wake up?
Breath! ><

16)wud u giv all in a relationship?
No matter what yes. even after getting hurt so many times. =.=

17)if u fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, hu wud u pick?
I will pick none. if i fall in love with both. None of these are true.

18)what type of ppl do u hate?
Refer to my profile!

Okay *Drum rolls* The

(Un) Lucky ppl are~~~~

1. Brenda!
2. Jue Ying
3. Jia qi
4. Jolene
5. Lynn
6. Jason ( SG club )
7. Jason Lim ( Photo )
8. Daniel ( SG club)

The feelings of losing...

2008-05-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

Chinese O levels are over. Round 1 at least. Paper 1 was rather lucky, as most of the topic is the one i liked =P. Paper 2 was so-so But should be able to ace hopefully. I wan a A1!!! T.T Well we are left with Oral and listening comprehension....

Yesterday went to ate Botak with Jaron ( CBK ) , Jason ( sotong ) , chun kit and nicholas. Had a great time, even though i got suan like there is no tmr >.<.

Today the first day of intensive holiday study program. At least its not Chinese, gotten enough of it. 4 period of A maths surprisingly didn't killed the class. Finished log and ln differentiation. Seems easy enough. Tmr is integration. Hope i will survive. Chem is just plain sleepy. The constant ranting.. just puts the class to sleep >.<. Physic is okay... except theres a problem between D.C. and A.C. current.. whats the difference?

Now down to another random topic.

-Stuck at one spot-

Just thought of writing this.. suddenly. When u gain something, u will afraid of losing it. More u are afraid of losing it. U will realize slowly actually at that point of the time. u will just lose even more things. Just that u will only realize when u stand back to look around.
Sometime, I guess we humans have accept the fact, We cant keep every thing by our sides. thus why not we just treasure the things that are around and make full use of the time that we have with it. When we are suppose to have something, it will always be with us, even if we dun wan it. If there is something we aint suppose to have, No matter how hard we try, before we even get these things, we will just lose everything. including ourselves. Thus i guess thats another rule of life we cant change. Its just. Life.

Well anyway Jue ying is back ! =P bugging time! hahaha... alright Cya =P

Zach aka JY Off.

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it’s a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then........
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....
...
..
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face it.....

True? or Not?

2008-05-24T12:57:00.002+08:00

Didnt blog yesterday cos i was out till 1230 am. >.<

Morning got to school and just literally rot. talked about youth day which seriously sucks... Youth day never got anything we want. Jue ying smsed me be4 she flew, haha YOU BETTER HAVE FUN! =P. went to the hall to get ready for monday's Os.. really scared cos i have yet study for it! DIE.. T.T

Got home at 10 plus and played maple/Dota all the way. Yes im playing maple... Private server. thus no more grinding! just slacked and not studying till around 4 and head to Tampines to meet alvin and his GF.

On the MRT read about 3 chapters in hellgate meaning that i am a slow reader. Im kinda addicted with book. its just.. Nice.. >.< esp the description. well a hour ride is good for a read!

Got to tampine and met alvin his gf and zhi peng ( hopefully nvr spell wrongly). Took a bus down to go alvin's gf's house so she can change. On the bus back to tampines. i saw a family at the grass patch in the middle nowhere flying a kite. I mean how many of a million chance u see people actually flying kites! but its just cool. Even at this temperature there is wind. Now thats a surprise.

knowing that im going to be late meeting jia qi. Decided to cancel it. SRY JQ T.T didnt meant to not go. Travelled down to east coast. The ride was really really long, so i was just lying down.. almost fell asleep.

Ran to the BBQ pit with them. Was able to catch up >.< At least. I noe i suck in running! I failed NEFA HAPPY? Well got to the BBQ pit and tried to start fire. at least that why we are here for. Alvin was pretty pissed off. He skipped his training and the punishment is just..... U noe.

Learn how to start a fire from alvin since i nvr really learned to start any fire. Got my pink shirt all with charcoal >.<. gosh. Well at least i learn something new. After the fire got started. I stayed to help while that 3 went over to Get bikes. The whole point of BBQ is that all i do is cook and help. I just dun eat. Weirdly. haha...

After Alvin and his friends got back with alcohol, I took my share of jolly sandy ( I dun wanna get drunk. Thus im drinking this drink with like MINIMAL alcohol. well was just sitting there and looking at stars. There were like so many stars. Haven been seeing so many stars at once. Alvin came over and was telling me they were satellites =.= Right.. anyway heard about ITE. I guess people thinks ITE is bad because of the complicated things in it. Its just Scary. Oh well.

Left 1130 at BBQ and realized that We all missed our last train! >.< so i lend them 100 bucks and i got myself a cab home. Oh well home sweet home! SLEEP! =P

Living in the shadows of the past...

2008-05-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

Today was alright i guess
Morning was just weird cause i keep waking up and falling asleep like from 1 am to 3 am. >.< woke up at 5 45. Felt tired , So went back to sleep till 6 10, Got changed and went to school. Just when i reached the bus stop... i realise i forgotten of my wallet... decided to live through school for a day without a wallet.

Got to class and borrowed 2 bucks from Keith, With a limited budget of 2 bucks... Got 2 cups of coffee and abit of breakfast to keep me awake for chinese lesson, I didnt want to miss my Beloved chinese lesson again, Esp when its miss lum teaching! .

Lesson went as per normal and struggled to keep myself awake. The heat is just killer... to concentrate is like mission impossible 007! haha... Chem test got 18/20 thanks to 2 careless mistake. Instead of writing -O-H i wrote -OH.. hais.. Well organic chem is just Chicken feet =P

Played Keith's Monster hunter Freedom 2, Went through the basic and recess ended. Miss Teo took over and cleaning of the classroom start, I just wonder.. why we need wipe the fans... its so dirty that if u use a black cloth to clean it. U still can say its dirty, It is THAT dirty =.=

Got my report book back and got 66.0 for average and 6 in class. I just aint happy with it. I hate getting such sucky grades. even its a 4 mark improvement of average since last exam. had 2 69 marks with its like 1 mark to a A2 that would be a 18 of L1R5! L1R4 of a 16!!! gosh... 2 grade difference.

Stayed back with keith and chayadi to accompany chayadi to get his maths grade changed, His E maths has a difference of 20 marks. 4 grades difference, His position would be from 16 to 7th position! Very Big difference! Taking about 1 hour which show how inefficiency our school is. Keith and I had to leave because we had to head down to attempt to study chinese at my place.

Keith played through the entire studying. Hais.. typical keith! i did a comprehension and many many close passage. while he wrote. 6. whole. Word.. =.=...
KEITH OH KEITH.....

He got home and i dota. didnt play a very good game but i got fat. so yea i m happy with it.
officially . I suck in clinkz.

At night talked to Alvin about tmr, Jue ying to just send her off for her trip tomorrow . hope she will have a safe and happy trip! I will miss bugging her . And brenda which we maybe studying together tmr. Depends. oh well

TMR SCHOOL IS UNTIL 10 Am HURRAY!

David that cooks won the american idol
From leon blog

Zach aka JY
I am willing to remain in this trap even though i noe it hurts me

Quiz time! ( tagged by brenda )

2008-05-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

1. At what age do you wish to marry ?
No eye deer! depends... too many factors to decide ( HOMO IS NOT A FACTOR COS I AINT! )

2 . What you want the most now ?
Find myself back again. So i dun need to kill myself inside out

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
I dunno.. lets change it to people. Lol... most likely myself ba

4. Do you think you have enough confidence ?
No confidence at all! T.T

5. If you can have a dream to come true , what would that be ?
O level do well and get a change of luck for life. =.=

6. Are you satisfied with yourself ?
Mostly likely.. just... I dunno... maybe not... I DUNNO LA!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now ?
Friends and my results

8. Do you believe in eternity love ?
Whats love.... T.T

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide ?
Think so.. but i think shes okay le... i hope... T.T

10. What do you like most about yourself ?
How about changing to question what do u hate about urself. I mostly likely have a composition of write if that was a question.. this question has no answer and thats the right answer =.=
I hate myself . (fullstop)

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
As long as we love each other... Heck others =.=

12. What feelings do you hate the most ?
The urge to seek for attention and the feelings of love

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
Yes i do =.= with my life

14. Do you believe in god ?
Whats faith with doubt?

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
Refer to question 7. since im afraid to lose it.. i most likely would think its important

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
Friends, family, other half, And myself + my soul

17. What do you regret most in your life now ?
Hurting other ppl.

18. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eyes ?
A friend that will be there for them whenever they need somebody.

19. What are you doing currently ?
Talking to JQ JY and Scratching my head? O.O oh ya blogging =P.

20. If you can turn time back, what would you do ?
Get back my innocence and undone all bad things i did that hurt ppl .

Instructions : Add in a question to make it a total of 20 questions , then tag 8 people in you list .List them out at the end of this post . Notify then in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged.Whoever does the tag , will have a blessing from all.

The 8 chosen one are;
1. Jia Qi
2. Jue Ying
3. Shuan siang ( LIGHT HOUSE!!! )
4. Leon
5. Nick chiam
6. Angeline
7. Evon
8. Jason lim!

i wanted to put squid in.. DARN

Zach aka JY
i got a haircut and no one realises...
thats the attention i get at home.

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Now playing: The Offspring - Genocide
via FoxyTunes

Emo , Emotional, Emotionless.. Thats me

2008-05-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

5 more days to Chinese O Levels and yet I'm slacking...
I hope i can get out smoothly....
the mugging shall start tomorrow! its a little late but i will just do what i can!
Intensive studying program is going on in my school.. doubt its working since the teacher is like totally useless! not u miss lum! u rock ! =P
Chemistry was like for the entire time. Pretty good in organic chem.. as usual, Chem comes easily to me. Its just make secondary 4 jealous to just see secondary 1 playing laptop during post exam activities.. oh well gotta give up these fun for O lvls!

Started talking to jue ying online.
Pretty fun =P... i always love bugging ppl/ Talking ( Lol! ) to people. Today got abit too emotional due to the emotional topic.. which lead to ultra emo me released! which is kinda bad.. Sry JY! Nick's bday is coming soon.. going celebrate with him. SS one too.. Haven got a present.. going to grab 1 asap.. narutard! I noe what to get for you! i hope >.<.

Got jason mraz album and Offspring discography.
Jason Mraz rules as usual, Offspring is just weird band.. even though their tone aint my type.. but yea... its still quite good... STILL LOVE JASON MRAZ!!! HE RULES!!! WOOT!!!

Parents just came back today. They dun seems to have much fun with the trip. Since its like sickness and bad luck through out the trip.. hais..... its just .. saddening.

Today Got asked to have a haircut... i realize something... is all male hair stylist gay or something... ? Cos its like so many male hair stylist are just G-A-Y... hais... freaky...

Shall stop here.. tired.. well be4 i sleep i shall throw in a quiz that i got tagged by brenda Lol =P

Go Ranger! Episode 1 (English subs)

2008-05-19T01:49:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAAHAHAHAAHHAHAAH

this is power ranger! wahahah SPOOF!

contradicting feelings

2008-05-18T19:35:00.001+08:00

studied chinese today.. since chinese Os are so near i am not doing anything about it. slacked thru these few days.... Parents are overseas so yea kinda alone at home. Kinda miss them... haha... miss the nagging actually

school for the past few days was pretty alright... got my results back and yea not very happy with it. parents are asked down to PTM but i doubt they wanna go. These are the result

EL D7
CL B4
Geog/SS B3
A maths B3
E maths A2
Sci(chem/bio) A2
Physic B3
L1R5 20

Pretty sucky... cant even enter any JC hais.. gotta work harder! I doubt my dad going to be happy over my failing of EL... I doubt anyone is

I shall be random and go into a topic today

Music

Music to me is kind of a way to relax, understand the way of life and Review back to my past

I always loved the melody of songs. they are the one that attracts me to the song. then its the lyrics that keeps me addicted to the song. i loved songs with very interesting meaning. To me A song has a life and a story to tell.

Relaxation as its like its bring me away from reality and enter another person's view of the world. its better than reading a book and playing a game. It keep me calm and no out burst of emotions.. that explains why my earphone are always...

Review to the past.. its a interesting way. Each song to me has a different meaning to me. Its like different part of my life. Like Mcfly songs makes me remember the past with Carol, Alex and Sean. Over you and Unchained melody reminds of melody, donna , darryl and Kira. those are the period of my life i really treasure.. thats why i told some people that certain music are the ones i forbid myself from listening... its like.. too painful or something i wish not to remember...

Well i give up on posting my old posts i will do it later i guess or further. currently on hellgate london book 2 Goetia and awaiting for my sister's P.S. I love you.

Life.. its just contradicting.. to feel good or to feel bad... Haha... thats for you to decide! its just life. a matter of choice and fate =P

Zach aka JY
There is one rule we have yet to break. The rule of life

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Now playing: Maroon 5 - Goodnight Goodnight
via FoxyTunes

Troubled...

2008-05-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

slacked and just rot at home.. nothing much to do anyway... played abit of dota and joined a private server maple...i have no eye deer why i am starting it again but oh well... its quite fun to see urself lvl 55 times per day LOL...Dota i am going imbalance as a doom bringer.. quite good with it.. so yea =P

Decided to try to talk to her but do not have the confidence to even drop a sms.. T.T do not know what to do. found a study group... from sgclub, started on foruming for fun =P.. was bored so went to check it out... found some friends so yea.. study grp is up =P

Watched iron man.. totally rules 10/10 must watch =P cant wait for iron man 2 hahaha

Pretty tats all that went thru my slacky days i mean like what wan me to do! >.<

doomsday tmr! hope can survive. =P

Prelim period 2

2008-04-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

EL paper 2 seems okay... hopefully i would pass it. Shes kinda in my mind again....Life sucks... it really do
Yesterday night had a chat with alvin. He was telling me the easiest way to get out of the " no real hope in this world" mindset was for myself to stepnout. and he mention to me.. the first time i need to do is to love... kinda of weird ... long long ago....

"back then she wrote me letteres to say she loves me and now shes is just a memory'
Mcfly, Unsaid things

Yea I noe, randomness... studied physic mostly physic today and knowing that i likely to screwed for electricity ( as usual! ) tmr is CL paper 1. realise my problem in CL i do not elaborate and i just take really long to write.

" We are bother looking for something that we are afraid to find ,
its easy to be broken, easy to hide..."
Life house, first time

Was looking thru all my old songs ( esp old ones )... kinda reminded me of many memories, the ones with alex, carol and sean... The one with jun hong... primary school... secondary two ( hardest period of my life...).. kinda wish to go back to taste it once more....both the happiness and sadness.

" I looked away ... and looked back at you.. and you trying to say that things that u cant undo..."
Avril lavigne , Fall to pieces

was looking for reviews of flyleaf, and realise the song Cassie. it is a song about this girl, columbine high school, shot and killed for saying yes she believe in god. And behind the review the person said " she knew the price to pay, it was the physical life on earth, Not her eternal life with her lord and saviour jesus christ.

signing off
Zach aka JY

"Do you believe in god? Written on the bullet
say yes to pull the trigger"
Flyleaf , cassie

Prelims period

2008-04-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

Today got slacky again ( even though i did studied 4 hrs straight ). Practice some comprehension, Read thru geog, physic ( thermal ), revisied my geog notes ( personally and tailor-made for myself )
Tmr is EL paper 2, hopefully will do well, school ends at 9 45 but have to see that YEO ( woof ). Hais.. going to get SYP done and wee thats the last competition for CCA.

competition joined

Hortpark
SYF
SYP

I think thats all.... gosh... hopefully get A for CCA!. dying for one!. Choing thru most of it.
nothing much happened.. just got abit emo and thought of life... wonder what is fate and choice.. old topics with alvin =P !

signning off
Zach Lee aka JY

Heaven's dead by audio slave... hahah is there afterlife?

Returning to the past 3

2008-04-26T21:16:00.002+08:00

Finished up my blogskin, a simple and clean one =P. Was studying from 8 am to 10.30 pm, Slacked along the way but i am amazed by myself to be able to survive so long..
Finally done geog, geog of food, took me awhile and somehow i got the idea of the topic. You gotta understand i sleep through all my geog lesson.. A maths getting the hang of differentiation trigo.
Was listening to this radio, acoustic alternative. It rules, all the acoustic rock music, totally love it! totally love acoustic! Fell in love with a new band, Flyleaf, they are suppose to be metal/punk but they sounds rock so yea i love them!.
At least today, I did not think of her , kills my chain of thought....
At night was talking to the sotongs, a unexpected sotong meeting. Ang was trying to get me out of self denial and My beloved innocent mei , Yx is trying to help but ends up talking about chem.. and she hates chem
carol came down as well to pass Alex money for Hillsong concert. Its on 24 may ( 26 may = chinese O lvls) yes sad... Carol also brought her acoustic guitar which suppose to belong to her friend which demand to put it in her house ( she sure got alot of guys liking her! )She played some Christian songs which totally rules ( im quite a fan over Christian songs just not Christan.. same as Carol ). Funny facts. Shes learn guitar for like 1 month and shes like freaking good with it! and imagine a non-Christan singing Christan songs... hahaha.
We left the clubhouse to the playground. we sang some old school songs and somehow the past came back... like came alive for a few seconds like last time... Its like now everyone has their own life and friends... and now we are like so far apart... there was still one person missing from the memories... hais....
I wish sometimes we can go back in time and enjoy the happiness again.. but I know it is impossible...

Signing off
Zach aka JY

Time travel... if it was possible... what would the world be like...

new skin up!

2008-04-26T19:33:00.001+08:00

But the blog is currently down...
Construction in progress!

Find Someone that love you who are you now.
Love ain't necessary forever

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Now playing: Rise Against - Ready to Fall (Acoustic)
via FoxyTunes

Returning to the past 2

2008-04-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

Yes there goes.. I am writing it again... I love her I love her... maybe its just like... Kind of having her on my mind for the entire... Cant believe she actually looks like one of my teacher... Im going crazy!!...
My body is just not acting right, its is like signs of illness everywhere.... ah.. die... Everything is like killing me... stress, emotional, Physical... whats next? Mental? Hais....
Today was EL paper 1 did it carefully... hopefully not making any mistake! I do not want to fail it once again! well that shall mark the beginning of prelims. The start of Hell! May the Gates of Hells open! one Question.. Why its like gates of hell, Not Gates of heaven but doors to heaven.. Yet not Doors to hell? Weird.... but to begin with.. is there even hell and heaven?
After that had to rush down for sports day, Spent the time playing puzzle quest and mario kart which i totally suck in ( SHUT UP LEON T.T ) It was just a event where secondary students are really just there for attendance to keep out of trouble. Got home and here i am... trying to study but falling asleep... Zzzz...
I am trying to mug buti its rather hard as my stamina to study is really low... which makes it impossible.. Know what? I have decided, I am going home to sleep and wake up early in the morning to study!
I shall stop here! cya! Zzz.. I am tired...

Signing off
Zach aka JY, the impossible person to be alive.

To believe is to see
Yet.. To see is to believe...
Contradicting..

Well round 1 done!

2008-04-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

I miss blogging! T.T

Well these are like my old old posts... instead of blogging.. cos i wanna make sure i dun use the comp. i wrote them down. so yea! enjoy!

[ this posts ain't done on that very day!]

Since I am not updating my blog, I shall just write on this foolscap paper ( Weirdly blogs are suppose to be online journals! not on paper! ) Life is rather bad , or good to a certain extent. Prelims are nearby and seriously... who is serious over study....
This are the work that have to be done by prelims!

Thermal physic + electricity
Bio ( plants + practice )
Chem ( haven even touch it, literally )
Geog of Food ( finished development but i wanna go through it again )

I feel that if i just wrote what i did its much shorter but... oh who cares!

Amaths revision
Emaths
SS bonding of SG ( fuck multi-racism! if only the world is in the peace! and pieces)
Chinese ( O lvl in 1 mth and 2 days) R.I.P Zach Lee Jin Yong

Slacking kills, I want to propose to the reaper to take my life. Lets write a letter to it, A proposal format one, Just to brush up on my EL compo.
Just watch Juno and totally fell in love with it. Its really sweet and funny love story. Its over this girl being pregnant. I Really do not mind to watch it again. Coded " It is just funny to see these guys running in those super short shorts and where their things bounces around and u just cant stop thinking over pork sausages " In summary, Juno... its starts with a chair.. and ends with a chair...
Sticking to bread and cookies for snacks nowadays... its like i am crazy over doughy stuff.... Corn loaf banana & walnut, raisins , chocolate chips...what else do i need to ask for? maybe not to get fat ba...
Tomorrow is English paper `, cannot wait to get pass it, I would have to write it in such a way where there is no grammatic errors and vocab must be godly and imbalance. Hopefully i can pass. After that is sports days which i plan to be sitting there to watch 2 to 3 movies. kills time.
Well i think i should stop here, if not, I am seriously going to get screwed for prelims...

Signing out
Zach aka JY

The thing that no one else can see other than that special person is the special in you

Cheater of oneself....

2008-04-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

1 more week to prelims not a good sign
Nothing is going right in my life...
not exactly in the mood to even slack....
Life really bad for me...
Well.. keep on a fake smile works for all situation..
Dun wanna really post... Next time ba...

Blog will be temporary down for awhile... Yawns...

Zach aka JY
I wont show... no matter wat

Nothing is going right...

2008-03-28T15:52:00.003+08:00

I really starting to hate this life... Nothing is going the way it should be...

things that went wrong

Screwed my hair
Got ICan just becoz of my darn hair
Quarrel with my dad
Parents thinks that i aint studying but i am
Want to rest also cannot
haven got enough sleep
screwed up feelings..
forgot to top up my ezlink even after i remind myself
Forgot to bring my geog txtbk and PE pants and made me spent like 10 bucks just to come back and get it

Well at least there are still quite a few things that are going right... I got 23/25 for my geog test... real surprise... I also passed my physic mock exam and getting top in class... even thought its like only 55% i still glad i did it.. after all only 9 passes in sec 4A... i got my disney love songs album.. :D

Maybe i should act like some of my friends.. they nvr even study.. all they do is just act in front of their parents and their parents are around they will study.. and they need tuition to keep them doing work... I thought my parents trust that im studying but well they don't. During weekends yes i do play alot and i dun study.. its all becoz i have been in school working like crazy. i hand in every single work , revised for every single test, Doing my best to be attentive in class play lesser than last time.. Gosh.. what more do they want. then my dad yesterday wanted a website, i help him search , then i was looking into a directory site, he keep saying that is the site. when i told him its not, He just f**King flamed on... I always getting my hands off my dad... its like thats why i haven have much to talk to him.. its like i always getting scolded.. every single time i try to help him.

Oral is coming for prelim is coming.. im going to try perfect EL now.. Well abit singlish still hais....
Prelims are near too. Im rather worried bout my differentiation.. its like.. im screwing that part of the subject up.. Emaths should be okay.. EL Still worried.. even though i think i can secure a pass... i doubt it will be enough

Funny day yesterday except with my dad around
its like during physic.. so many did not get the right eq... for me... i screwed up the graph... the preparation of the experiment where we suppose to plan it... i did the wrong graph.. so yea.. from a linear graph to a hook curve lol...
Chem i accidentally wet my test tubes so i have to dry one since im like trying to heat a solid....So i heated it... then the next sec... i tried to pick it up with my fingers.. end up burning my finger.. T.T...
The teachers and lab assistant tried help me out... so she gave me this sponge.. with this whitish substance that look like semen... Sick... >.< nvm then next i was asked to pour ammonia over my hand and end up stinking up the lab.... Ms Teo thought i was crying and its like IM NOT! they gave me a plaster which is too big for my wound. one of the lab assistant even wanted to use a weird leaf to rub against the wound.. but the best thing is... Wash it under cold water... ease the pain... and i end up doing the experiment with one hand. was like handicapped abit... becoz i couldnt use the hand.. not that painful.. but hard to hold things..

Oh well Had Ican yesterday too... I really Give up on the sec 3... they are more immatured then i think... hais.. i really thinking.. our future is dark with those ppl... hais....

Well i shall end here :D

Zach aka Shadow(imnothere BUT IM)
The most beautiful picture is seen by the blind
and the most beautiful sound is heard by the deaf..

Tales Of Mere Existence

2008-03-25T06:00:00.005+08:00

This is like so true lol.... Blah last one :D

Tales Of Mere Existence

2008-03-25T06:00:00.003+08:00

Yes yes another one

Tales Of Mere Existence

2008-03-25T06:00:00.001+08:00

One more.. I going post those funny ones

Cheers Beer

2008-03-19T22:46:00.001+08:00

WTF!!! hahahah

Ken Lee - Bulgarian Idol (WITH ENGLISH TRANSLATION)

2008-03-18T00:15:00.001+08:00

ROFLMAO!!!!
KENNN LLLEEEE LIBU LIBU DAO You~~~

Schools On and Exams are just a matter of seconds to me

2008-03-17T21:10:00.001+08:00

Schools On!
Woke up early and head down..
feel rather unlucky.. But yea.. things turn out pretty good... hope my luck's changing
in the bus have been thinking thru my mum's nags and my siblings... I guess its time for me to get some work done!

To Do List

Start work!
Fix Up the CPU asap
Stop sleeping in class...
Do some Shopping for presents
Stop slacking at home and do some work! again!

Yea those will keep me company for awhile.. got to school and do my usual sleeping procedure.... too used to it...
Chinese was alright.. just that i have 2 more compre to finish and want to finished it by friday
Jaya was just plain talking cock session as we were talking about terrorism... Its quite funny... like there is currently 3 possibility of Mas selamat...

Escaped
Still In SG
Killed and all this is just an act to cover up things...

Well time will answer all question =)
Mr Koh lesson over the stupid maths chapter we are doing is just plain RETARDED... haha... its just too easy.. primary school maths :D
RME and assembly is sleeping time for me...
Physic was okay.... Did badly in my test... Hais to do something about it! RAWR~
GPE physic was another talking cock session...

Got home and played abit of DTXmania and Guitar hero my bro just got...
Finished up my coastal Studies... And im here rotting...
Was doing my regular blog surfing and found out about Nick...

Its rather sad that hes in this situation.... losing friends and not able to keep them Doesnt make u a social failure... Its all due to time... Everyone have to face it... Life is never fair...Just hope he could just live thru the period... especially its like the Os period... Not good to have all this killing him inside out.. It really do hurts to see somebody else ending up like...
Move on and u will see the better of everything... Friends come and go.. they are there when u need them.. and U gotta be there when they need u... if one friendship have to fade.... let it go... Holding on to things u dun own is the saddest thing one can do... =) so cheer up and move on! life is still so much brighter for you nick =)

Well Should stop here... Dun wanna be too long winded.. hahah
Life goes on no matter what... nothing waits for you... Only U wait for the things to come

Ah life...
Memories... Just Another curse and a blessing...

Zach aka JY
Caffeine addict

Great pics! Got it from zincplay =P

2008-03-15T12:59:00.002+08:00

Ispace Event!... Raining cure all sadness....

2008-03-14T17:57:00.003+08:00

Staying up to 2 am and waking up at 6 am aint a good idea with many many other day sleeping less then 6 hours a day...
It was thursday.. the ispace event so yea.. have to go down at 6 am
met zhan hao and wang hau at toa payoh So zhan hao dad can fetch there...
I was late... yes i am... i really cant be any earlier when its the morning..
once i pang seh brenda.... suppose to meet at 7 and i woke up at 10 at home...
Well made my way down and reached at 6 30 and waited there is some retards till 7 30 for the door to open...
Gotten ready the event like the tags and RFID ( radio f(something) identity device.. =P ) i forgotten hahahah
while others usher the kids( yes they are kids ) to the meeting room....

after that... almost all the facilitators went up to rot and some of them try to sneak food into science centre....
Catherine was like trying to put everyone into a infocomm family tree.... well it failed ! hahahah =P

Then it was Ispace tour for my group... got ppl from nanyang... jun yuan bedok view... tao nan pri and one more i forgot... seems like woodgrove! ( DUN BLAME ME IF IM WRONG )
Its was really fun.. everyone was quite hype... except this gal.. shes like there emo emo de..
The nanyang gals are really enthu... well as wat Ian said.. they are taught that way =P
after that we went off with lunch and Ian came... we were talking about schools... and he keep saying ACJC is good... well i cant do anything... cos i am a little anti Raffles and AC... hehe dun mind me! haha

It was the ice breaker games... keith me and dom joined in the played some weird games.. we even played whacko... thank god those guys didnt whack the gals so hard.. keith was like giving everybody chances... haha.... there was once... keith wanted to whack me... then i shouted... WAN LING! then he stun....for like a sec then carry on with a few whacks.. haha... hes face is sooo funny =P... then Ian Came... and we tried to Make him join the game... everyone enjoyed themselves... haha... Love my group!

After that it was the prize presentation time... my grp is soooo close to winning.. aww... haha... well they all learned much... and had fun! I guess its good enough! but it would be better if they won the thumbdrive! damn!

After the schools left. We got our debrief and Ian was like chasing Catherine everyone and he failed.. what a soccer player.. hais... They were like couples! haha.. Fu qi chao jia! =P
Then the whole grp.. okay most of us.. made our way down to JP and have high tea.. or evening snack... =P

Well thanks to Catherine gossip generating company as wat Ian said... Rumors starts to roam around me and this ambassador jue ying... We nvr even talked to each other... even though we did have our views joining for like less than 5 sec... We nvr talked.. so yea... =.=... wasnt veri happy with it.. I dun wanna hurt anyone... soo mind to stop it? =P

we went off.. and leaving one of the ambassador lansin( i hope i spell it right... its sounds that way) there... at the arcade.. which is rather.. bad... she had the pissed off face... and catherine was like telling me shes always like this.... me zhan hao and wei zheng along with her took the same train back... well i signalled with the hand signs... to check whether is she okay... Well... yea hopefully she is... She did smile at me for that while and Keep throwing me glances.. =.=.. WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG =.= Oh well... stuck in the alot alot of ppl MRT reminds of the scene i dun wanna remember... Yea.. got home.. and fell asleep at 9 am! =P pro right? first time! hahaha

Today went down to help the RI ppl... which is quite okay... Lucky it did have progress.... Well it was the only day i got to stay at home when there was light =P tata!

There are the pretty... the ugly... and the wanted... u get wat i mean ...

EDITED * LANCY to LANSIN!! Im sorry!!!*

Keys? o.O weird

2008-03-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Random photos

2008-03-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

justice DVNO official clip good quality

2008-03-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

GOSH THIS ROCKS! WOOT

Justice - D.A.N.C.E (Version Finale)

2008-03-05T21:38:00.001+08:00

Well Done MTV ! love it!

Long long day...

2008-03-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

School is fine..
just worried about my grades... dropping from mount everest into pacific ocean....
Mock Spa is coming =P hope can do well in it... haha
the phobia of gals is still there... hais... but getting a little better.. phew... thank god...
It feels weird... cos i aint keith =.=...

got out with Brenda last sat to buy Liew siew present...
well for the present.. i shouldnt say till we gave it to her... hahah
was also looking around for Tees... Found a few nice ones.. but decided not to buy... walked around orchard and bugis
Brenda saw a few Tee she liked... but she say she will do the shopping another day... during march holis oh well
March holiday is gone for me.. too much things to do... catching up.... sleep... the science centre thingy... Its just kinda.. typical My lifestyle hahah...

Got quite a few albums.. ( yes yes.. i dled....)
fang da tong 1st 2 album... i think i will purchase the 3rd one... Kinda like hes songs.. veri catchy....
dbsk's T album... Interesting voice... especially guys haha... and Yao xin den... emelly xuan... the list goes on.. those ppl that are crazy over the guys.. hais....
Also got Colbie caillat's Coco.. I am sooo totally in love with her voice.. sweet~
lastly i got Sara Bareilles's Little voice... Jazzy with a pop cherry on top =P
(shes quite pretty too~ )

Today school... and rushed down to Science centre....
Met Kat at outram...Then was reading thru my Juice mag and Mugen...
my Bro's friend... Shawn... HES SOOOOO GOOD...love hes drawing.. !!! =P
and juice mag was quite nice took it for the first time... Haven found time to read my mag....
Ate Mac.. ONCE AGAIN!!! ( i am totally sick of it ) and started suaning keith.. hehe =P

The meeting was alright... Just alittle... unorganised... like too many things are unconfirmed... hais... My ipod almost went out of battery... FOR THE FIRST AND ONLY TIME lol... Interesting..... maybe for the 9th time meet the spartans... The ipod got tired of it...
seriously aint i even tired of it....

Met Mr Tan... yes my old primary 6 science teacher... he was like sitting there eating mac.. and wei zheng dun even recognise him! gosh.. he seriously have bad bad memory...

Kat and the others was like saying that i was emoing at the train... >.<
I gotta say! I do get abit anti social when reading and traveling... its just me.. hais...
I AINT EMO
I AM JUST A EMO KID IN PINK =P... not gay! I AM STRAIGHT!
blah....

Well Tmr is VP going to talk to class...
everyone going to see how much is SS and him alike.. hmmm

ITS SS VS MR TAY(VP)
WHICH BOTH ARE MR TAY!

Kay going off now! =P cya

Life is just like a rainbow...u gotta need the sunshine and the rain to form one.. =P
I am looking for my Ms oxygen.. not Ms helium!

Slacking is always the best medicine for fatigue

2008-02-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

Well after mugging for 2 days..
sunday is a rest day! phew... tiring..
started to play cabal.. its pretty good... but not as good i expected.. oh well

I realise now...
i have a little phobia towards gals i dun noe.. or those i dunno so well...
Even just sitting beside them in the MRT library or what so ever...
the cause most likely is from problems tat been attacking me all the time.. -.- from gals that is..
Hopefully i get cured or something...
I have no problem with gals i noe pretty well... i hope...

My bro bought a nerf dart gun and started to shoot me once in a while...
its quite kewl.. for a toy gun.. and its quite hot product in US... 24 bucks.. on a toy.. gosh...
there is even the bazooka... sniper rifle... Machine gun.... all these.. seems pretty kewl..
kids nowadays sure have great toys to play with...

yes i going to get to the love topic again ( sorry wl hehe)
People nowadays seems to look for what they want... instead of what they need... its just weird...
Do we fall in love with someone that give us wat we need or wat we want...
its interesting to noe the reason of why someone fall in love.. cos everyone has their own reason...

Was studying bio yesterday.. i was looking at the eye...
the tear gland... it says to produce tears to moist eyes...
but i wonder.. will do people cry when they are sad... when is sadness associated to tears..
hm...

Crying or weeping (psychic tears): The third category, generally referred to as crying or weeping, is increased lacrimation due to strong emotional stress, depression or physical pain. This practice is not restricted to negative emotions; many people cry when extremely happy or when they are laughing. In humans, emotional tears can be accompanied by reddening of the face and sobbing — cough-like, convulsive breathing, sometimes involving spasms of the whole upper body. Tears brought about by emotions have a different chemical make up than those for lubrication; emotional tears contain more of the protein-based hormones prolactin, adrenocorticotropic hormone, and leucine enkephalin (a natural painkiller) than basal or reflex tears. The limbic system is involved in production of basic emotional drives, such as anger, fear, etc. The limbic system, specifically the hypothalamus, also has a degree of control over the autonomic system. The parasympathetic branch of the autonomic system controls the lacrimal glands via the neurotransmitter acetylcholine through both the nicotinic and muscarinic receptors. When these receptors are activated, the lacrimal gland is stimulated to produce tears.^[2]
^{taken from wikipedia : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tears}

okok.. too much chimilogy. humans feelings.. is seriously a wonder....

Well i m tired.. life can just be saddening... to how people treat life... oh well.. its just a random comment...

Zach aka JY

Honesty is the best policy but use it sparingly only when nessesary

A lie isnt a lie if u really believe it...

2008-02-23T01:05:00.002+08:00

Pretty happening today...

Chem lesson was usual... At least i didnt sleep.. cos redox seems interesting.. but Ms Jazilah hates me i guess.. SLEEP TOO MANY TIME IN HER LESSON! hahah mdm lim was saying she is suppose to be the best chem teacher in school.. i finally understand why.. her marking is strict.. good training hahaha

Geog test was screwed... didnt have enough time to finish the Lvls marking.. I AM SOOO SCREWED >.<...
The new lvls marking seems cheap like direct copying from SS... but wait... isnt Lvls marking from ss? lol...

English is as pernormal... so is PE.. except the new gay moves that DK wans us to do.. =.=... gosh... I AINT GAY SHOO!...

A maths remedial i was at which i am not suppose be at is funny.. the way mr koh teaches.. its interesting... He told me us about the Cambridge and how screwed it is..
first they see us Die so they took out the hard chapters..
then people struggles for the good grades with not so hard chapters,
Cambridge see and think the students are smart enough
so they put back the hard chapters killing everyone
Then they take out... and this goes on and on and on and on.. gosh... screwed!

Was at the bus stop, Keith clint and me were waiting for the bus... there was this kid he was kicking some barrier thing.. those metal green bars thingy.... it fell on him and he didnt scream or watso ever...we only realise when a pass by driver horn at us and told us he is there
After we helped him

Clinton: check it out, our future army...
Me: *Laughing my ass off...*
Keith: Should i call the kid brave that he can resist the pain and dun scream.. or should i call him dumb for not screaming for help....
Me: maybe hes just slow reaction...
Keith: true
Me:next time he in war will rush rush rush take all the bullets and mines.. then due to hes slow reaction, he dun feel anything till the enemy base then he fall dead...
Keith: Future tanker...
Clinton: Maybe he will just sit there as at a corner then when people ask him what he doing.. with all the shots and blast... all the blood... then he will say : "waiting for my maid to come.."

then we just laugh our ass off... hahah...

At night was out with keith to study... in a worst environment to study.. first irritating kids... then noise people.. then stinky people... whats next.. >.<...Oh well got home aorund 12 and choing cabal... I AM PROUD TO BE PART OF CBCT!! hahaha...the gameplay isnt that bad... pretty smooth and most things are working properly... the only thing i like about asiasoft... they dun open games that has alot of bug...... thank god...

Well its late.. and totally engrossed with the book..."The small book with big excuses"
Tata!

Zach aka JY
A excuse isnt a lie, its stretching of the truth =)

Girls nowadays aint looking for prince charming.... its more prince understanding...

2008-02-16T20:00:00.003+08:00

Went out with Meng kei and nick liaw today...
suppose to meet at 9 30.. woke up at 8 and fell back asleep till 9 25...
and rushed out to find them for breakfast... then got off to queensway.
keep passing st Margret ... i keep passing that place.. dunno why...
its haunts me...about that gal... it seems like a replica... >.<>.<>.< haha....

Well.. about the title...
its not just girls.. but guys too...
nowadays people stop looking at looks...but its more about how fit they are with each other (*edited).. ( except people that are still daydreaming...)
Loving someone is not longer being super nice/ super caring to that person...
its more of understanding someone and really... give the person wat that person needs...
People do wonder.. when someone is evil uncaring.. yet hes in love...
Love is about giving and taking.. be4 u start giving.... make sure the other is willing to take... if not its just as irritating as useless.. instead of making the person happy and feel they cared...
Love is that complicated.. if we can learn about it in a day... whats life.. hahah
true enough i guess...
even teasing people could just make people happy...
Love is just giving somebody happiness =) and
and wat give happiness between 2 , that... i am still figuring out...
so yea.. the world changes... lets jsut accept life as it is.. and let do what can about it!
Its time to show caring to people we love, in the way they need it!

Its doesnt take someone perfect to be love or loved. become when we are in love, we become perfect =)

Zach aka JY
Bonding between people... is that best creation on earth.

Couples seems to rule orchard...

2008-02-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

Its seems like a weird day...

Went to sim lim today
gathered infomation for the components for my computer tower...
going to fix one up soon
Clinton got hes HD wire and orange box
Zhi ying bought hes charger and gets scam...

well its hes fault, he just ran in the shop and keep say ya ya ya,
clinton even helped him bargain the price from 70 to 50 bucks
And he didnt realise that isnt the thing he wanted... and he wanted a refund.. hais...
and problems comes in...
Soooo first rule of buying things... check prices and item first... hehe

many shops that selling PS3 is playing DMC4 ... not surprise... its a new game...
the rating is pretty good... but no good enough...
the whole game is just saved by that its weapon system and fighting systems... other things sucks.. like the camera settings of DMC2... awfully disappointing...

Went to eat kebab, andre lead us there... its at a weird weird place..
it rules... but its Exp... 5 bucks each...
ate a chicken roll.. sadly beef is sold out...
After one.. i still feel hungry... its pretty small i guess... or am i growing fat >.<
Zhi ying didnt have the mood to eat... due to the scam.. hahaha

Got to Cineleisure with clinton and andre... which is why andre is here for...
The Cabal Invitation code...
I got mine and ready to rock the game! love it! finally
Clinton got hes even though he didnt sign up...lucky him....
we also got our 1 for 1 hour free gaming at the cineleisure...
played CS first...clinton just started overreacting... he was just commenting abt everything...
Went on to WC3... wanted to play Team fortress 2.. but it hanged all our comp...
After WC3.. clinton became emo and left the place with like 1 hour left... -.-
wat a waste... hais...
Went on with WC3 with Andre.. hes pretty good with hes night elves... hahaha

Got home and here rotting...
ate crayfish or how its spelled... its taste weird... really weird... i doubt i wanna touch it ever again...

Going out tmr again... going to queensway with Nick and MK.. then heading down to AMK to meet brenda and the gals...

Even though valentines over... there seems to be many couples...
okay tons of them at orchard.. maybe that just how orchard goes during friday night
Looking for people on 22nd Feb to watch death note marathon... 29 bucks... who is interested?
waiting for my Meet the spartans and transformers... no money to buy to download finish....
I WANTED THEM NOW!!

well thats enough for today....

Zach aka JY

you got served! "MEET THE SPARTANS"

<3 Happy Valentine day <3

2008-02-14T19:36:00.005+08:00

Its the day of love =)
Happy valentine day! <3

Today was just a typical day with a typical.. damn i have to go to school feeling
Morning was like gong gong de... still in lalaland.. cant help it very tired..
Didnt seen any valentine atmosphere around.... well because its 7 am in the morning

*edited!
triple practical once again...
Physic went on quite well , finally getting used to doing experiment.
Chem and Bio is just plain too easy... haha
Love my Subject combination.. totally fit me.

Clinton and Zhi ying made fun of me and due to all the teachers going BASICALLY... i am given a name Basical Lee... lol.... Then it becomes bicycle.. motor cycle.. and it goes on.. hahaha....

Took the long way home to get some money withdraw, saw Beatrice on the way, shes holding a rose.. haha... well thats went the valentine feelings comes.... We chatted a little and we gone home on our own ways....

After lunch, Wanted to mug at the study room... end up playing grand chase... CANT HELP IT... BATTLE ALCHEMIST IS OUT FINALLY...
Its like terrorist/ Bomberman...
Bomberman = terrorist.. hahah..
imagine CosPlayer cosplay bomberman and bring a C4 into the exhibition.. what an idea!

my Bro has hes Dearest, My Sis has her Papaya, My mum has my dad...
So yea... i am alone at the clubhouse enjoying my Lonely valentine...
My valentine of the year is Physic and Chem, have tests tmr.. hope i dun screw them up *prays*
Tmr plans is down to Cineleisure and sim lim.
have to see some price for Computer tower... cant rely on this laptop.
together to get the cabal invitation code

Valentine never meant much to me since last year...
Broke up for a year already... so yea... valentine... haha
Survey shown inside the newspapers is like 66% of singaporean would spend 500 to 5000 bucks on Valentine... can see Singaporean still love Events like this...

Was talking to Jasmine yesterday night about valentine..
she do have a point...
whats the point of being love when its going to just hurt u and the person u love and many other problems happens...
Love indeed is damaging...
Everything comes with a price... just that love comes in a high price.
And thats why love is precious i guess...

Asking a girl out.. haha... On a date that is..
Its just impossible when im in this state
my confidence is totally down.
Even a guy's head is complex
lets keep the gals out of the details...

Girl without confidence VS guy without confidence...
its just a plain heaven and hell difference.. soooo far...
Girls that once hurt VS guy that once hurt...
Haha... another one... heaven and hell or even pluto to the sun...
Hais.... Girls and guys... are made to be opposite..
Thus able when 2 opposite meet.... It becomes a whole =) and Love is started...

People always say the chosen one of somebody is fated...
Then i just wonder... we can choose who we wanna be with..
then when fate comes in?
the choice we make? or if we didnt bother to talk to that person.. will fate make us still be together....

This remind me of the show Once...
very sure no one watch it.. first 10 minutes of the show there is already like 50 fucks said...
and its suppose to be a love story...
I love the tag line.. and it seems so true...
How many often do u find the right person?
Just... once
This is the poster... xD

Alright.. i spent like 30 mins in this post already... i have to study! and be with my valentine! physic and chem!

I shall wish all couples to be forever in love and Singles to find their love as soon as possible and All to enjoy this day of love
Luvya People!

song for all from the movie Once

Zach aka JY

Let love rule the world and u will see all flames in people rekindle....

happy new year!

2008-02-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

Happy new year anyway!
HONG BAO!...
lol.. i took mine le... haha
its kinda late but still... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Later....

3 days to Valentine days!

anyway... i realise im already single for a year!!! lol.... okay...broke up for a year le.. hahaha

Just some random things i did in class

2008-02-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

During physic lesson...
we decided to do something stupid... Sean andre clinton and me... just something stupid...

Q: U Know when the world is going to end when.....

When Lee Kuan Yew dies
Cai Shen Ye Begs for Money
Rune Migard falls to the kingdom of porings
Huh? i thought ended already
Anime becomes a religon
Ms Goh Succeeds
Prontera changes to niffhelm
When Sexual activities comes to an end
Everyone starts experiencing lag
Mrs Tan has her 12489273487132947129384791324709183247.... ( this goes on)th child
Brother anthony sells his dogs ( arent they bitches?)
When the big red button of doom is pushed
When the worlds ammo and nukes are gone!
Condoms are free and everywhere
Maris stella becomes girl school
When freakazoid becomes superman!
My mum said so
Genetically modified rodents becomes pikachus
Spartans watches 300
Im connected in series
Males becomes female and females become cows.
Singapore funds are used for singapore
When Shop n save are selling pokeballs
Physic becomes history
My anus is bleeding... my ANUS is BLEEDING!!! ( goes on)
When my Spoon is too big... i said WHEN MY SPOON IS TOO BIG! T-T
Maplestory becomes a Language
Thats a long time
Real life becomes a MMORPG
You know it
Hey am i dead yet?

And the finisher is.... (by clinton)
When this document is posted on my blog....

( THIS IS JUST A DARN JOKE!)

Haven felt good... neither being wanted...

2008-02-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

Didnt have a great week...
the moodswings are getting very serious....
I really wish it will stop...
that was once first i was so angry i started scolding my friend...
the next moment i got damn high....
Got home when i am doing amaths i got bloody agitated.
and the next moment... i was crying...

I cant control my emotions nowadays...
its like overwhelming me... and i dun even know was the reason...
things just kept rewinding in my mind...
even though today is New years eve.. i dun even have the mood for it....

today at badminton...
I dunno should i say this...
i felt like....
even if i dun exist... i doubt they care.....
Well i should get used to it...
afterall i losing from the shadow ways...
to help but not to expect...
I am only there when u need me
Never otherwise known to exist......

Great i going emo again... hais...
Life going sucky....
I cant help me...
i shall just dig my head into the books... and just leave the world to watever it is...
i have to remember my shadow ways....
to help and Not to expect....
Hais.... life really going down for me...

Dun wanna be a shadow... but forced to be one...
Zach aka JY
Shadow never exist...

I wanna contradict whatever i have with me!

2008-01-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

Yes a random title....
Nowadays... i get weird moodswings... wonder why... its quite serious...maybe cos the stress above... and the funniest part is i dun feel stressful! >.< just worried....
Went to Hortpark yesterday, turn out interesting... i mean like didnt noe a park could be such a nice place.. hahaha...
took like 47 photos and i love them all... i have developed a love of dead insects...
Death is just so beautiful....

Well Many things coming now... due to CNY... tons of planning... finally can take a 4 day break...
And as usual.. i dun have any celebration mood... i mean i feel like.. its new year already? weird....
Going down on luck this few months... so not in a good mood either...
sleepy... xD

Was Looking at the score to enter poly and JC...
Poly seems promising... especially when the recent raise in pay for poly grads by 5%.... and there is poly uni coming out...
JC seems good too as i hasnt have a aim on wat job i wanna be...
I wanna be a cousellor... but i doubt i can make it.. >.<....
English is still my problem... i just think too far....

Tmr going down to hortpark again as my photo cant be used.... the resolution aint there.. so quite sad....
lots of work for duty like all the photo handing up... leaders.. oh weellll... like i care...

Started watching the random series again called the look around you... its just basically misleading science xD...
for example....
Sulphur + Iron = brown iron
brown iron is able to absorb sound
the cheapest iron is the pig iron cos its manifactured by pigs, and they are starting a union.. -.-...
Laughing off the ass is the best medicine for the broken hearted... and the stressed ones...

Alright.. its late.. gotta get some sleep.... Dun wanna fall asleep in class.. let the sec 4 year dun be so sleepy hahaha.....
Looking for people to accompany me to finish this list

Buy new year clothes
Go buy computer component... at sim lim...
anyone interested? drop me a call!
Signing off!
Zach aka JY
Running away from love is just because of the feelings of breaking up sucks...

Memories....

2008-01-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

Lalala.... its 11pm.. i shall just blog and go sleep....
Well just have a sudden urge to write this...
I kinda miss the time spent with Melody...
We used to talk on the phone... sing... and just do random stuffs on the phone...
really enjoy that period.... how many friends would actually have such experience with another...
Her and Me... is really one friendship i wanna amend back to the olden days...
I seriously miss her... In the sense... we stopped talking to each for months already....
I guess friendships do fade.... I wish i could just rewind....
Well.. she was the first... which I could talk till i fell asleep... >.<...

School was fine... just alittle irritating due the fact of my cough and moodswings of mine....
Have yet got any news from Jasmine no.1 ... wonder is she okay....
Teachers are equally stressing to us...
and i just feel.. slackish.. hahaha...
After doing those quiz.. i realise...
Every single quiz says im a flirt... -.-....
i admit i do flirt.. but when its relationship... i am serious about it.. hahahaha...
well... its the nature of me. Oh well.....
well 5 mins has passed... and i should be in lalaland.. so yea... cya!

Zach aka Jy
Friendships amended... That would only work if that was the past...
sighs...

What does being a friend really mean to you?

2008-01-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

You value your friendships: 80%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

What type of personality do you have?

2008-01-29T16:39:00.001+08:00

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

Okay... >.< weird...

What's your personality love style?

2008-01-28T23:21:00.001+08:00

You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

The Real Me

2008-01-28T23:19:00.001+08:00

weirdly... why is it a her... -.- oh well

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys(girls) see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend(girlfriend) believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend(girlfriend), are thinking.

Know myself better!

2008-01-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

Found this interesting... from Alex Kor blog xD

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

School is just weird...

2008-01-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Well School today was just plain boring... >.<
Got to school in a sleepy mood... as usual...
slept through the Physic lesson.. seriously... i did my best to keep myself awake...
Finished a compo for EL.. hopefully its done properly...
Recess ate a weird but for once.. taste good food in the canteen...
My Canteen is just plain hopeless...
Maths was lesson became complicated... for once...
Chinese lesson.. clinton made me list out 10 reason for maplers to stop playing maple...

Well that was school.... hahahaha...

Simple enough, Got home with SS after lunch at mac with my typical McChicken student meal....
He just keep going " wii wii wii... we will play wii..." well then after that... " Naruto Naruto ~ should have borrowed NA2 from Chayadi or Leon..
Hais... he is just getting more random and fuggly as said by Sean.. hahaha

Got over and fetch Miss Jasmine no. 2 and went back to clubhouse... Jasmine no. 1 called.. ARGH... then i have to go all the way back to get her... man.. i cant stand it...
Finished A maths with the Jasmines and SS with almost killing SS... and we came out with a trend... I like to go "Basically Basically" , then Jasmine no .2 like to go "get it" "get it" And SS is like "You know" "You know..." lol..
Habits.. are so hard we have to kick it...
*kicks it*

the Jasmines left, SS and i just finished up the Bio till SS grandmother came to fetch. Clear up my stuff... and Im here, sittting in front of my com slacking with my work done ! =)

Well Met a new friend... hahahaha

Life... oh Life... how contradicting can you get...

Control the emotions, Control yourself
Zach aka JY

New skin up =)

2008-01-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

Geog and SS test just got past with another few test coming...
well its sec 4.. gotta get used to it

the New skin is up... dun mid me cos i still trying to customize it so bare with me...
starting to get used to sec 4 lifestyle... rushing here and there...
i mean whats a sec 4 life without busy.. right?

Well friends are coming back and I am so glad...
Friendship is the things i most treasure.. so yea... I am so happy~ =)

Today is Donna's birthday, just in case u dun know Donna is my mei , a pretty nice one... even though she get too high sometime...
so... Happy birthday Donz! =)

Sometimes.. i really think... why don't people just be truthful with each...
i mean like... are there really things are better not to be told...
Be true to everyone... and be true to yourself...
The Pain of rejection and destruction... so strong...

My second / co-chinese teacher is just plain weird... he keep making common sense out of things like when u suppose to help someone to sing.. you gotta know how to sing.. which is stupid... its like we don't know about it...
Weird... weird teacher.... leads to weird lesson...

SS was a crazy mugging lesson where We gotta choing a crazy structure essay in like 25 mins... which i hardly have any confidence in...
same for Geog and my Amaths test... didnt study very hard.... feel kinda bad..
Going to redo all my notes and aim to finish it by June.. hopefully...

Heard from Clinton that there will be a pirate job for Maple with brings up to gun slinger and in-fighter... sounds like maple going to full copy all mmorpg... i means like whats next... man...
kids nowadays... pitiful... going crazy over games that kills brain cells... i mean i rather watch grass grow than playing maple.....
"grow grow grow!"

Zach aka JY
Emotions... the controller of human...

Is second chance overated?

2008-01-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

I decided! instead of being nice to gals.. i shall start.... TORTURING THEM...
right right... like im that type... blah...
Its like... These action forever sending wrong idea de leh..
Pure helpfulness in this world... is Always Been mistaken for being something else....

well CCa maze... was a success... at least was one.. xD cos we did get quite a few ppl joining us... yahoo! its a dumb CCa maze if there is no ppl... is it still call a bloody maze~ -.-
Brought my laptop down and playing frets of fire at the end of the event... man... i finally getting the hang of it... Woot...
Carol went down too with Geng Yuan to find the archery session... and Carol was taught by Geng Yuan to shoot. Its like... the utimate pair man.. xD... hopefully... well carol have her own destiny to hold xD....
tio pang seh by everyone.... i mean really everyone... got home and watch idol drams as my typical weekend cereal... i always watch a idol drama from 1 to 3 so yea... hahaha
Slept awhile.. rot awhile... stone for while 3 hour pass i went down..
Jarret is back from Australia one of the older neighbours
Did some catching up and yea... back to study....
Mugged for geog and maths... finally complete the graphs...

Today was just rot and study... well typical weekend for me... =)

Love Plain white Tee's and Angels and airwaves albums... Owned xD

Zach aka JY
Life is ever contradicting

Mika - Lollipop (Official Music Video)

2008-01-05T01:45:00.001+08:00

Excellent video... Totally love it =)

Happy 2008! gosh... its Os...

2008-01-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

Well Its 2008!... finally or Omg.. thats fast...
Moving on for the old memories... Will never forget them...
I realize theres a trend or something.. i always lost a friends during holis?
its weird... but guess have to move on...

New Classroom( Not exactly new) and New teachers... well i think this teachers will be good
i mean like.. AT LEAST MAKE MY LAST YEAR HAPPY...
haha... well Sec4... stress stacks.. oh well

Suppose to hand in photos... Well I dun feel like.. i mean like gosh... I lost my hard Drive and still deciding whether to recover it.. oh well

Went to Leslie concert with brenda and some classmates.. well... Brenda as usual... quiet... its like.... Shes always like.. always quiet around ppl she dun noe... haha.. oh well..
shes like... Shy Yet Outgoing at the same time.. how contradicting...

Its like 1.40.. gosh.. I m tired... still can get used to the timetable... too early for me man... Yawns...

Well Now fell in love with Guang liang, Xiao zhu( As usual) and Fish Leong... Love their music... >.<...
Kinda... Miss The days with Carol and Alex... suddenly... hais....
oh well... Its time to move on... i guess...
Well its a new year so....
GAMBATEH
xD

Zach aka JY
Moving on is the key

Back to school!

2007-12-27T23:34:00.001+08:00

5 more days to school reopen...
official completed EVERYTHING
wahaha...
On Wed,
Went out with Nick Liaw to choing study! well he was the one choing since i finish almost all of my work... i finished my E maths Paper... phew finally
Realised i have a fate to wait...
Longest time i spent waiting was that i went out with Sotong ldr and he didnt come! how nice man..
Its due to my habit... Of being early..wonder if it was good or bad... * thinks.. oh well
Met up and Liew siew to get some last minute present for Gen and she had to get something for me and brenda.
As usual we chatted... enjoy each others company... its like.. whats life without friends...
its sucks haha....sent her home and guess What! i met my sis BF and now great i have a new rumor! What great news !!

Today Went to brenda's place today with Liew siew and Gen. Brought my tablet Lap down to use.. and finish my last bit of my work...
chinese.... gosh... how long can it get man... how long...
Well Gen was going crazy her present where i and liew siew literally torn our wallet for that one... I got a mug from Liew siew which i can draw on it....
weird uh? haha its like chalk... Ever heard of waterproof chalk? i hope there is one xD
After the craziness of gen over the designer's Tee site....
we got on to our Study... well i am been flooded with question... Chem and a maths >.<
Gonna do some anger venting so.. please dun highlight unless u wanna see
*spoiler*

If u dun wanna be my friend
THEN JUST FUCK OFF I DUN CARE!
I DUN NEED ANY FUCKING FRIENDS THAT JUST BE MY FRIEND AND TRY TO KICK ME ONE SIDE! SCREW OFF MY LIFE AND I WONT MIND!!!! SCREW OFF AND GET A LIFE!!!
AS IF I NEED A FRIEND LIKE U! WATEVA!

okay done.. phew... thx xD
Nite and take care!

Zach aka jy

Merry Xmas 2007!

2007-12-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas!!!
yea its Xmas and i still have present ungiven
Damn...lol...
well i wish everyone a MERRY MERRY Christmas! and a great 2008!!!
hope all wishes come true! =)

Super Security Guards

2007-12-17T18:37:00.001+08:00

Check this out man... fucked up ppl

Xmas in 9 days

2007-12-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Is really santa coming to town?

haha... Xmas is once again here

Looking back at the past... seriously... time pass veri quickly this year...

Never felt bored... most likely cos i am surrounded by such wonderful friends...

haha... Well i did lose some... but no lose no gain.....

Gotta look at the bright side...

even though in my wishes... i still wan them back...

Friendship indeed is fragile... So is relationship between humans...

have been thinking of wat should i take for my photography contest...

and yet do anything >.<>

I am a man of words... But sucks in actions..

oh well yesterday went out with wan ling SS to play badminton with the special guest CAROL

lol... that jie of mine... Nvr change oh well....

haha... enjoyed playing... and for once... we are actually playing for the 90% of the time haha....

its fun...

today was kinda boring.... cos its like.... nothing to do... just rot at home.. xD

Tmr going out with Zhi an to go do some Xmas shoppping~

100 left for my xmas budget... amen... >.<

alrighto cya

Zach aka JY

Lets do it quick and nice!

2007-12-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

Progress of the month!

I have finally complete 90% of my work woot!
Left with Chinese and physics... well the physics is just screwed... lol

Gone out with SS wan ling and Keith
its like as if we are already a family...
goldfish/tomato-chan - wan ling
Octopus/Breast- SS
Squid- keith
Sotong(ball)- Me T.T

Well at least this holis is filled with things that are meaningful
its like i have been screwing my pass holis at home rotting and gaming
Saddest thing: my com is down
using the tablet PC now... cos i have no choice... I WAN MY COM BACk
i also have some problems now with the things i stored >.< sobz...
Well i think thats all....

Work left

Chinese

Physics

Photography

Xmas shopping

Back to school shopping

The Resurrection of my blog

2007-12-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

yea i am back =P

Miss me? doubt so... haha...
lots of things happen for the past week...
well suppose to be studying with SS during the holis but he was at LA and/or LV lol...
So yea...

Date 28/11/07
Outing to east coast!
Went out with brenda , Jasmine ( her friend which i noe) & Kashun ( her friend which i noe too! ) meet the gals at the brenda house at like 9 plus yawns... i still cant get used to waking up early ! >.<>.<>

Well gotta make it short...

got to the bedok jetty

Then got back to jasmine place

even took a video that suppose to remain hidden.... ( its all about brenda doing dumb things haha)

Got back to marina cove and played bowling

Fotos taken~

卓文萱手心MV

2007-11-12T23:50:00.001+08:00

KILLER VOICE... * drowns in her beautiful voice *

Holidays are here! * starts counting to Os.. zzz

2007-11-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

Ah.. Os.. so near yet so far....

Well Its finally holiday and yea... same thing happened to me... immediately when school ends i always get sick... SOOO irritating...

Lets start on monday...
Cos the other days are just going back to school BLAH cant help it... Life sucks when Os are near
Went out with
Nick Liaw, Keith( Ah squid), Meng Kei,Jun xiang and Nick's bro tagged along
I got my cover for my nano oh ya
I DID GET MY NANO COS I BATH MY SHUFFLE >.<
Haha... well there goes one month pocket money... T.T makes me wanna go earn more haha. its like now all my items are sooo slim... unlike my wallet foreva bulky.... ( comeon give me a card so i dun need to carry Coins =.=)
We went to Pasta at Toa payoh and guess wat
i actually said yes to share a 10inch pizza with keith when i already ordered A pasta and a banana dessert pizza as usual.lol end up taking it off with us... thinking we will actually eat inside the cinema haha
Than we left to Orchard kino, to just walk around and read abit of book. i was running like some mad dog cos i nvr really like books... ALRIGHT MOST BOOKS -.-
Well i was crazy over this book over ipod be4 i went...
it was about all the funniest Things for ipod... like

HOW TO MAKE A IPOD SHUFFLE
1. Buy a Ipod
2. Buy a poststick
3. stick the poststick over the screen...
4. now u get a shuffle! lmao...

there is even ppl that modify their clothes just for ipod... and lastly... ipod is like the second in highly used electonics of a weapon... Its like... its just a weapon of choice.. xD
Haha... left the area and head towards PS... well we have alot of time to waste.. we move to PS by walking... well wasnt that fast.. we also saw the Touch the car completion or wateva that was... Haha... than the thing is... wat if they have the car but they bo COE... than they still dun get the car -.-
Got there and Do some walking and shopping...
watched stardust with daniel being late( typical )... well its still okay i guess...
Only the ending is like for the sake of being there.... -.-
Next movie i wanna catch: ENCHANTED! lol... waited for the movie for SOOOO LONG
Got home and DOTA DOTA DOTA

Tuesday :
DOTA DOTA DOTA + school lmao

Wed:
i got no school... soo... DOTA DOTA DOTA
lol
till afternoon where i go out with leon clinton and SS to bowl...
well clinton still own everyone...( he is trying to get into school team anyway)than SS and Leon was just learning how to hook....Well me... just plain playing lala...
First lane we used was alright than at the second lane... the machine got problem -.-
Hais.. screw up alley Was using SS ball all the while... LOVES THAT BALL XD
well only one game pass 100 sianz... hais... maybe i do suck in bowling...

Thursday:
DOTA DOTA DOTA! lol

Friday ( today) :
Got out with Keith SS and meng kei to badminton.. well
we learn a lesson.... ALWAYS BOOK A COURT... we ran around SG just for THE BLOODY COURT AND WE CANT FIND ANY zzz
life sucks...So we are stuck in the some dumb court with wind.. zz... well i can hit right.. and it go left.. yes... it sucks..
and i am sick... hais... oh well...
yup thats all i am bored.. -.-

Randomness~
My cousin saw me and first thing she say was...
" Huh u so short ar? "
Stares...

Torn Mime Live With Natalie

2007-10-24T17:43:00.001+08:00

This one works xD

Promotion day...

2007-10-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

Lalala... since i am rotting... why not blog? haha...

Friday:
Its was Spa.. and the entire class screwed it... all our ans are like way off~...
I shouldnt talked too much about it cos.. we kinda made a swear not to say it... well... no one cares...
lmao
After school went out with brenda to get something for chayadi...We were talking about the studies all this and all i noe... i did sucky for this exam >.<... and i shown the AJC class photo... the famous one. haha... and we were in front of this 2 AJC student... * run! *
Got home and talked to LS and others on9
And now... EVEN LS the innocent one as wat i refer as... thinks that Brenda and I is an item >.<... WE ARE INNOCENT~

Saturday:
Rotting day!
didnt have much to do... i just chiong thru my pokemon... so i can battle with Sean.... his pokemon is just too gay~ >.<
Dota and msn were the other things to do...
i mean that why i hate days after exam...Boring...

Sunday:
Chayadi house was the destination!
woke up... changed and blast off to his place...
its was his belated Bday celebration as his bday falls on the exam period
got to his house and saw andre Lee and for once... he werent late...
haha.... The most predictable thing when i get there is naruto game.... lol...
it became a identity
Leon + Jared + TV+ PS2 = Naruto
Gosh...
Well i went off to Novena to get the others with Chayadi and Jia hao...
the Jia hao keep suaning me... say i buy meiji Yogurt nvr share -.-
can... u wan i feed u Lol...
Keith threw all the cold joke till the area was freezing...
Cant help it... keith just rules in Cold Jokes...
and Jia hao say he likes to be short... >.>
Got back to the place and Started eating...
all i ate was curry and rice... woo... i love curry xD
we played bleach with his cousins and some other schoolmates~
Gosh it was fun... i mean like...even though its hard to see... i still managed to play haha...
then i got down to the pool with like the entire class...
Leon keep on wanna grab me and i dunno why at the start... =.=
then keith injured his leg abit... well... predictable with Daniel there...
its was just crazy... we even played waterballoon...
and guess wat... ALL AIM ME.. T.T
Argh why me T.T
than i took a bath and got to the room than i played singstar...
haha... i still not as good as my bro and sis.. cant help it...
we played all the weird songs.. like Barbie Girl,Uptown girl,Survivor, Chasing cars, Karma Chameleon, even spice gals... and yes... spice gals...
lol. we even played rap like Ice ice baby and U cant touch this...
Then after it we went up to watch Wild hogs...
damn it was funny... Well... we got out and it was all dark.. well.. u cant help it... the house is kinda... Open haha..
ate Chicken rice for dinner and we went on playing games...
Its was just crazy yesterday
Got home and was veri veri tired... >.<

Yes today is plain boring... no plans... hais...
okay... time to go Bye!

Zach aka JY
Promise me.. dun forget me ever again

Exams over and Os is here... WHAT?!?!

2007-10-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. i damn worried... i scared i tio retain sia...
i failed EL 44.5/100
Not a very good sign hais...
And the sad & irritating thing i damn hell passed everything else! Life sucks... lol

Well O level spa test 1 skill 1 is on friday... >.> and everyone is on the holiday mood...it just kinda.. u know.. Sucky... it is practical and i kind of sucky in practical... thus... life aint veri easy for me!
Quite abit of things are happening in school

For us is studying period.. and Yes... S-T-U-D-Y
Class gone sian cos mdm lim is not teaching us next year
Class got damn irritated by the absence of Mrs Tan...
We have all gone pokemon crazy
Mr Kwok said SUCK in the entire school

i guess thats all.... than there were all kind of stupid conversation cos everyone have no mood to study....
E.g.
Me: FUCK I RAN OUT OF BALLS!
Andre: u nvr had any...
Me: yup i noe my character nvr had any... its a gal remember?
Andre: yea but i mean U
Stares >.>

this just goes on and on... This guy andre ... him and i can start so called countering each other words till everyone get damn irritated.. lol
Well.. he got tortured at my place by my parents as my parents keep stuffing food into his bowl
Roflmao

Nowadays first thing when i get home... its just dota and pokemon lol... i got nothing else to do.. most likely going to finish my Zelda and Okami... yes i haven completed it.. cos i have a habit of not finishing games...

blah i guess thats life during the holidays...
anyway gonna list down activites...

Changi airport overnight studies...
After exam party... ( simpsons and singstar)
Chayadi birthday party ( have yet to buy present >.<)
2 extra week of school...
Dota training!
Catch up with my friends...

I guess that all... haha
okay Bye!

Zach, Randomness rules

Great.. i got tagged

2007-10-14T13:08:00.000+08:00

Some tagGame brenda got me into >.>

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List 8 random facts about yourself.
3. Tag 8 people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

1) Randomness rules me... i always act weirdly... and very random...
2) I am crazy over maths and science... especially physic...
3) Cry very very easily.. >.<
4)Hates attention seekers... including myself
5)Like to see things in a very weird way
6)Loves desolated/Deserted areas
7)Totally suck at communicating with guys...
8)hmm.... have no talent in music xD but still love music... ( how weird)

err... i going to tag....
1 Leon
2 Shuang siang
3 Angeline
4 Yao xin
5 alex kor
6 Donna
7 Jason kwok
8 Jason lim xD

(ALL THIS IS NOT IN ANY ORDER )

blueh!

Zach Love randomness~

Argh for once... something is over! and please dun sing its not over =.= i will break down in front of u

2007-10-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

Its over!!! for once! the exams are over...

Blah.. hate exam periods....
Well.. cant blog during the exam period... was restricting myself from doing anything related to Com-Put-3r!
haha... tmr is the last paper... and exams are unofficially over! yes unofficially... its CL paper 2 on monday and guess waT No one will study!

haha....always been taking nap at the rooftop... slack off!
i just love the wind.. i mean like... wooo... blow me away!

still stuck with troubles... nvr been happy nowadays... so if u see me happy...
i aint actually totally happy...
somethings still trouble me.. haisss..
Have been studying with Alex sis and her friend... cos my kor pang seh me... *stares at him*
who ask him lar... holiday when my exam come... Hmph...

I gonna continue with my ouran high school *woohoo! honey sama!*
than maybe gonna go on to claymore... my friends are all watching and i am veri sure... one person named Zhi an will be like " dope! " =.=

Okay i guess thats enough for the day...
about a maths today... unexpectedly easy and be4 that i was like... Its not the time to panic..... WE ALL GONNA DIE! lol...

cya!
Zach aka JY
to know what u really like and acknowledge it... that is true strength- Tamaki, Ouran

Lost sight of myself

2007-09-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

Well it all began that i loved...
its already beyond the stage of like...
she is just too important to me...
its like now... i finally made myself not to even like her...
Life is already no longer meaningful to me...
I love her... alot...
i already gotten to the stage where i can almost give everything to her...

Life is kinda lonely without her...
Life gone blank with her gone...
When she was around...
i did everything.. its like for her and for her...
now its it like i realise I lost myself..

This should be cause of losing interest in almost everything...
well.. its already the second time i am feeling this way... in my life...
but this time is much worst...
How i wish i can go back to my normal state...

This is not taken from anywhere other than from myself... i dunno...
its like yesterday night i just realise all this...
well... cant help it.. T.T

My bro bought singstar~ lol.. was like singing for quite abit of time...
Well.. I SUCK IN THE TONE PART T.T
Love the old songs...
oh ya who got the song on the way down please send me >.<

okay lar... not really in the mood of doing anything...
so yea.. cya..

Zach
Losted..

tired... >.<

2007-09-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

ah.. for once the holidays are here~
Well.. countdown to sa2
3 weeks... hais...
so little days its like...

9 chap of bio
11 Chap for A maths
13-14 chap for E maths
15 Chap for Physic
11++ chaps for Chem
6 chaps for SS
4 Chaps for Geog

Man... so much work to do.. T.T

okay well.. lets talk about yesterday

morning was a killer... cause i slept late.. *2am*
haha.. than got to school late...saw keith playing pokemon Crystal..
Its like pokemon fever around nowadays...
seriously... how do ppl survive with pokemon... >.<
okay than its was teacher day celebrate...
its like a joke.. again...
MCM= mr cool marist...
well... so... NOT coool...
Than during the one of the band performance.. got ppl doing body surfing.. than Mr kwok was like anti climax... sianz...
the MCM u can see the profile being repeat...
dream to be a successful man..
blah~
some is like a joke...
dream to be a MCM.. i mean its like gosh.. wat kind of dream is that...

after that got home... well it felt weird...
its like first time teacher's day nvr go back PCPS...
hais...
than lata on... i went off to meet mrs kwan and the others...
well it was a pleasant time... blah toking about life all day long.. i mean like we all have been losing contact... haha... its fun.. =)
except... the part where i and mei yi was like cold war.. >.<
she is just veri sensetive towards love life.. oh well...
after that went off with brenda and liew siew...
we were waiting for brenda's dad to tag along and yea.. we talked about this weird thing...
its like brenda and my school... our school time is lesser than liew siew's one... but my topics are going faster than them... so weird.. >.<
well... cant exactly care about it...

thats was pretty much wat happened on 31 aug...

today wasn't veri interesting... just that i had finally got my log back on the way! wohoo!
tmr is bio time! T.T so man things to memorise...
life sucks with stress

okay thats pretty much all...
and also GOD THANK GOODNESS...
its seems like ppl around me is getting blessed... =) so happy to see them happy

1.melly's life is getting better...
2.Emelly and whoeva that guy is... is going well.. hope they get together!
3.Rhys is happy with her prince charming! =)
4.Xy is together with her bf for 4 months! yay~
5.alex kor got a break from school!

okay thats all!
=)

Zach aka The coffeeAddict
"A love song for nobody"

What a day..

2007-08-31T00:12:00.001+08:00

Well.. today is one of my most eventful life.. xD
First Its was bio lesson...
Heart disection~
haha this is taken from leon... he videoed the whole thing down >.<
Its kinda sick >.<
Jien Long was like stuffing his finger to every single hole he can find.. *well its sounds wrong*
And one more thing
I AINT FREAKED OUT... =.= stupid leon

Then its wasnt veri exciting till maths..
slept thru and with a weird face.. =.= leon seems like keep taking the foto of me... lol.. maybe hes gay... * nodds..*
well serious i look like a retard when i sleep...
cause i can basically sleep anywhere... whenever i am tired... haha...

Mrs Tan also said that our class's maths and physic is doing above average...
attitude wise... we are catching up with the class higher up and its seems pretty close...
so class! JIA YOU! choing ar!

After school... Went to the lib for a study grp with brenda and her friend, Kashun.. well.. Nick liaw suppose to come but he got NCC...
we were having lunch than we got this piece of *friendly* reminder lol...

well... it end up as a reading grp for the 2 gals... >.<...
than got home and played zelda! woohoo! love zelda...
and also finally completed frozen throne LOL...
i was bored yea?

Well u can say its already today is teacher's day or something..
gonna meet up with mrs kwan tmr with the gang and hope nothing goes wrong yea?
Peace!

Zach The coffee addict..
"i need at least 1 cup of coffee everyday!"

Love.Life.&.Everything else

The Last of days being a marist in maris stella.

Doesn't remind me ( music time! )

its just cutting apart of you and let it bleed. yet nothing is felt.

Lets make this short.

Love aint love until somebody gets hurts. what a quote it is.

i love good times, but i adore the bad times that make good time sweet.

Hopes and wishes.

1 more week to my prelims and replacement of phone

eVonne許慧欣-威尼斯迷路(MV)

火柴天堂 （转载）

Tagged Once again! =.=

A1 in CL. A good start. Its time to rock and roll. But now i have to fix my cold.

family times. in fact. i wish i didnt have to grow up anymore.

Oh how sweet can 16 be. not for me at least.

1 hr to my bday. or shorterd

>.> true + not true.

Totally lost my interest in everything

Sara Bareilles-Gravity

Stuck and tired.

Dreams are goals that will never come true.

The simplest things can invoke the most important part of everyone's life. Memories.

-untitled-

Yes i am feel emo =.=. sad and pain overwhelms...

Life sucks. u can never admit it. but u cant deny it. its just. Life.

I dropped my (Donut) Balls on the bus!

Stage 2. here it comes.

Canon

Okay this is AWUFULLY WEIRD =.=

O level timetable

Holiday, They come to late, and go too early. ( from samantha =P )

Photos for fun

Sudden burst of emotions... SUCKS BIG TIME

What will u do when today is the last day that the world will exist?

Quiz AGAIN =.=

(un) lucky tag from SS lol

The feelings of losing...

True? or Not?

Living in the shadows of the past...

Quiz time! ( tagged by brenda )

Emo , Emotional, Emotionless.. Thats me

Go Ranger! Episode 1 (English subs)

contradicting feelings

Troubled...

Prelim period 2

Prelims period

Returning to the past 3

new skin up!

Returning to the past 2

Well round 1 done!

Cheater of oneself....

Nothing is going right...

Tales Of Mere Existence

Tales Of Mere Existence

Tales Of Mere Existence

Cheers Beer

Ken Lee - Bulgarian Idol (WITH ENGLISH TRANSLATION)

Schools On and Exams are just a matter of seconds to me

Great pics! Got it from zincplay =P

Ispace Event!... Raining cure all sadness....

Keys? o.O weird

Random photos

justice DVNO official clip good quality

Justice - D.A.N.C.E (Version Finale)

Long long day...

Slacking is always the best medicine for fatigue

A lie isnt a lie if u really believe it...

Girls nowadays aint looking for prince charming.... its more prince understanding...

Couples seems to rule orchard...

<3 Happy Valentine day <3

happy new year!

Just some random things i did in class

Haven felt good... neither being wanted...

I wanna contradict whatever i have with me!

Memories....

What does being a friend really mean to you?

What type of personality do you have?

Kind and Gentle

What's your personality love style?

The Real Me

火柴天堂（转载）

卓文萱手心MV